i havent been blogging for awhile cos theres nothing to blog about and my life is just so boring now.LOL except for the fact the pau gasol went to lakers..... thats the thing that got me most happy the past 3 days, can u believe it? thats how exactly my life is now, but omg, pau gasol went to lakers! THEY are so gonna be at least semis west this year. OWNAGE! suns are going down babe!

okay i have nothing esle to blog about. ridiculous, this is why, u shld never create a blog if ur life is scandal free, like mine is. cos no one will come to read ur blog, am i right? u see the only reasons why people visit blogs, is
1. they like the person blogging.
2. an event just took place and they noe they're names will appear on the blog
3. they wanna see pictures
4. theres a scandal taking place, like someone likes someone, etc etc.

and my blog has none of the above!?!?!!!! except maybe for those few pictures that i posted, so you see! so sad! but its okay, at least i know my life is clean, and innocent! LOL anyway all those people who do read what i type, please tag, make me happy! even if its for a SECOND!
:((((((( LOL.

wednesday

today is quite a boring day to be honest! short and sweet day, we had lessons as usual, and im finding it harder and harder to understand math, i dunno whether its just cos its the topic or wad, but im finding it tough! LOL

worst part is i dun ask questions cos i wanna figure it out myself! But joy helped me quite abit already so i just need to catch up now. im lagging horribly behind in terms of tutorial, i hope i can catch up, this topic is really tough! sequences and stuff, i sucked at it in secondary school too! darn i hope h2 math is not all like this! and im starting to find chem hard too, and im starting to find econs too!

and the worst thing is, im starting to find a lack of time to catch up too! LOL its okay, life is good and all things work out in the end! LOL


anyway today after school, yam and timho came to acjc to "visit me" LOL thank you thank you, thats what im supposed to say rite? i said hi to them, and went home! hahaha thats so bad, but there was nothing we were going to do anyway and they were so free! you know, i feel like joining a second cca, its like i feel like i wanna be more active in school and stuff but i noe i just dont want to go back on my commitment and join soccer,its a calling i will stick to.



talking about cca, i havent gone for the morning meetings of CF the past 2 days, cos i have been feeling very tired spiritually and i know i wldnt be able to focus if i went for the meetings, it'll all just be a fomality, so i stayed by myself to did quiet time, todays quiet time for me was very good, i sat at the round stone table at the bleachers all by myself just reflecting about what has been going on and the condition of my heart, it was really fruitful! my devotion was about listening to what God has to say and always being alert and attentive to God's will for us! i've so not been doing that, the reason why i've been so tired lately, i feel, is just cos i've been doing way too many things without God in mind! all that's gonna change now! i'll work hard to make God the centre of my life, my focus! All reading this, please pray for me! thank you!

there always comes a time when you feel its meaningless to justify anything.

2 days worth of posts!

OKAY THIS IS supposed to be yesterday's post, so you can pretend all the TODAYs are YESTERDAYs. :D

Today was a pretty long day yeah, hmm went school, chapel was great as usual! LOL, then we had lessons and stuff and the day went pretty fine, typical day, until Chinese! Like half the class left cos they passed their higher Chinese O level so they didn’t need to take h1 chinese in jc, omg after that we had 1 hr 20 mins of lessons and it was the most boring Chinese periods I’ve ever had in my entire life! AHHHH! Anyway after that I went straight home, I have no idea why also, suann, mitch, abel and I were just walking walking after Chinese then we walked out of school, suann went into her mum’s car and the 3 of us just went off like that on our way home. Lol today is the first time I went home straight after school since coming to AC, FIRST time, I reached hme around 2.40 plus plus, I was like, hmmm… so early, do wad? Hahahahah then I decided to do my quiet time cos I’ve been rushing at at night recently, so I was doing it and I got dizzy while I was reflecting, so after I finished, I lay on my bed for a while, to chill out abit, wham! I fell asleep! Hahah and the first thing I woke up, I see my handphone, msg received from suann, the first words I saw were “idiotic caleb” LOL, what a great wake up call! Hahahahah suann was suaning me! LOL!
So after that I woke up and went for my class bbq at queens condominium, joy sim’s house! Or rather, EX class! But still my best class ever! Sec 4E! But of course, 1SA4 is still really great! Okay I was cam whoring at the bbq, it was so fun! Gosh so many pictures! I hate my eyes! I always close my eyes! These sizzling hot pictures of me that you see are pictures taken from amazing cameras that manage to keep my eyes open! Whooooo!!!!




lol rachel is hot rite? in this picture at least, but of course, it helps if the other person in the picture is.. ahem ahem! LOL kidding!





Im in the air you know? like seriously. we had 3 cameramen try to take jm and i flying, all failed. miserably, this is the best we salvaged, at least jm has a cool face expression! LOL

look at jingming(guy in light blue), true blue cheeko peh look:D













Jus look at cuifen!!!!! Gosh, sizzling!!! cuifen cuifen what are you! H O T H O T! LOL hmm i cant think of a punch line, asking yall to forgive me for lying is a common and over used punchline. darn. FORGIVE me anyway! :D














Is it just me, or do i see a gradient.......





can you see THE EYES.......?(look carefully.....)















What the heck is he doing!?





okay lol today was a very bad day, cos i was sick as in really REALLY sick, dunno why also, maybe cos i've been sleeping late recently, it was one of my sickest days this year, in fact, its the first day i've fallen sick this year! okay cya!

tired.

man im so tired.nobody will ever read this post, cos i changed the date to make it seem like an old post, so it'll be at the bottom and no one will realise it. if u do happen to see it, please pray for me! :)

these few days i've been feeling so tired, not physically, maybe physically abit, but more so emotionally and spiritually, i have no idea why also, i've been feeling spiritually drained, i feel so tired and i dont wanna go for CF meetings in the morning, so tired i dun even wanna go church. so tired i just want the world to stop for a moment so i can sit down and re evaluate wad has been going on in my life. but i know its got nth to do with my mood, nth to do with my feelings. Its all about God, and thats the way it'll always be. so i'll push on, God renews, he empowers, he always does. he will give rest to those who are weary and seek him. :D HELP ME GOD. :) btw, dont mistaken this post for a depression post, it is not, cos i'm always cheerful and optimistic. :)

sunday

im pissed. today i brought my camera out so i can take pictures wherever i go so i can post on my blog to make it more interesting, cos i think pictures make a blog colourful and nice! and i was snapping away everywhere i went, taking pictures with my beloved frens and i even took pictures of these CUTE CUTE CUTE little kittens that were in church. OMG the memory card got corrupted and i lost all my pictures!! WAD THE! im so pissed. so this is another picture less post. im pissed.


anyway today was the first day i went to eat lunch with my frens after service in a month, last week had powerpoint duty, last last week had to stay back to rehearse for REACH service, so on so forth, finally i get to chill out and go lunch with them like a normal human being! LOL! anyway after that we went to cafe galilee to chill then we went back to church for genesis precepts, its really hardcore man, its getting more and more demanding and more and more scientific, and im getting more and more tired! LOL, but i still want to go for it, cos i wanna hear all the big bang theory and stuff, i think its really interesting. and as christians, we must know our bible stuff so we can talk to non christians about creation and stuff! one of the reasons why non christians dun believe God exists is because evolution seems much easier for them to believe then just "snap" God created the world! SO, we must prepare ourselves with the knowledge of the bible, so discuss and talk to people! yeah! anyway, saturday is the sabbath, not sunday. cool eh. sunday is actually the first day of the week. hahahahahah SERIOUS!

okay anyway thats all, its a boring day events wise. lol exciting day spiritually! always is! :D

hmm

okay this will be a short and sweet post cos i've decided to add pictures from now on yet i dun have pictures from my day's activities so i shall keep it short!

woke up, did chem, rushed to church for drama rehearsal, REACH service at 3pm, performed in the skit(i felt it was not bad!) then went for dinner with frens then went home for dinner AGAIN with my dad. yay! great day!

friday

wah today tiring sia, acjc give us a day off to do our applications and stuff and so i went out with bert and yam in the morning to play basketball, we played at bert's hse, wah xiong ah, tired like mad. then after that we split up and i went to meet my OG at bouna vista mrt at 3pm, then we went dhoby ghaut and we went long john silvers to eat Dunch then we went to play pool. then we went for movie under the stars back at acjc where they played the movie simpsons and i happily slept thru half of it! yay! :D i love my og and ogls! LOL joleen i know your reading this, i love darjee!!! (serious!)

im really tired so this is probably the shortest "events" post i've ever typed, lol oh well! :D

4E class chalet

4e we are having class bbq!

cost:costless
place: Queens condominium (20 seconds walk from queenstown mrt)
time: monday 28th january 6pm to anytime you want
who: 4E

tell me if u can make it tell me if you cant.

why do i feel this way.

why do i feel this way?

psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures
he leads me beside quiet waters.
He restores my soul
he guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though i walk through the valley of death.
I will fear no evil. For you are with me.
Your rod and staff, they comfort me.


when pride does not exist, disappointment fades. In the darkness, the light shines the brightest. this is when i see God the clearest. Thank you God.

today

man, my class rocks. GO 1SA4! lol now i hope i can stay in AC. lol. my class is really super fun, today was a great day man, we were laughing in every single lesson and it was just such a blast being together with those guys. then during the contact time, our form cher mrs saw said she had nothing to do and asked us what we wanted to do and we were like giving names to each of us in this manner.

" eh u look like a cheryl, okay you're cheryl! eh you look like a tony, okay! ur tony! "

lol it was so funny and everyone ended up having a name, and my name is robin and mrs saw's name is Sally. hahahah wad a great 40 minutes those were. then we played concentration game with our new names and i ended up having to forfeit with jeslyn whose fake name is winnie. haha and we did the singles mass dance and obviously it was a screw up. lol but it was just so fun.

hmm other than that, today was a moderately normal day, after school ended i celebrated my OGL joleen's birthday with my OG and she was then lifted up by her class mates from j2 and thrown into the BIG rubbish bin. sick rite. thats how they celebrate birthdays in acjc, so the best thing is just keep a low profile and dun be popular then nobody will do anything to you. lol. and then they pushed the bin under this small place meant to store the bins, so joleen couldnt open the cover cos the concrete was blocking. damn sick la. lol anyway welcome to ac. hahah.

then after i left the school with jenisse julia rophi and laura and nicol and i met alot of my class mates at the bus stops and we were all calling each other our fake names, and everyone was calling me robin lol so weird. anyway, tml is finally the day of the o levels results. my fren asked me am i anxious or nervous or scared or anything, and i was like, really i dont feel anything at all, maybe abit of excitement, but its not because im confident i will do well(i'm not confident), its because the release of the results marks the end of a great phase in my life and the beginning of another. my frens were all telling me how afraid they were and i cld really see it in some of their faces and they asked me why i wasnt worried, im like, I did my best, i know i didnt slack, and i trust God, i really do, so no matter what score i get, like come on, i may end up going to the worst course in poly and changing the lives of some people who feel their lives have hit a road block or MY very own life could be changed to see how determined people are. i mean, we all never noe what God's plans are, so we just gotta hold on tight to jeremiah 29:11. God's plans are plans to give us a hope and a future. indeed.

i was joking with jingming on msn. we were like, if we really screw up, like get 20 points or sth, we will joke and laugh and pretend to take it in our stride, then we'll go home and CRY. LOL. but of course, i dont think i will do that, i'm already mentally prepared to accept anything that comes my way. my life has been to smooth to date. Time for a roller coaster babe!

I thank God for what he has done for me this year. just this year alone, its january 23rd, i cant believe its january 23rd, 23 days into the year, the amount of work God has done in my life this 23 days, so evidently clear, so evidently amazing. its just mad. Yesterday my devotion was, focus on the Lord and he will clear the way. When we commit into the Lord's hands, he really works. he really does.im trying to type this in a way to move people who read this, but i really cant, its undescribable how great God is, i've felt it first hand this year, and im sure, what i've experienced is just the tip of the coat, there is so much more in hand, so many more problems i will encounter, so many more times i will be sad, and so many more times i will lost my temper. but the number of times God's glory will shine blindingly will outnumber the sum of all those events X10. God has really cleared up so much for me, things are not WONDERFUL now, but God is, and thats all that matters.

all the best O levels peeps(me included) lol tml is it. lets go ahead man. i seriously gotta have more feelings.........