tml is terms(exams)! yay, i dunno whats with jc, or whether its a mind thing or sth, but its getting to me alot harder than secondary school or whatever major exams i've done before.

lol maybe its cos i know its time to grow up, and period of 2,3 years is the bridge between the kids and the adults and before i know it, i'm gonna be running alongside grown ups where mistakes are scarcely tolerated.

i've planned bad this hols, i must admit, if i do badly, its all gonna be my fault, lol starting on tuesday last week of the hols isnt exactly the best way to show my father i am mature and i can handle my studies.lol.

to think i even went out the ENTIRE day on thursday and friday and i went to play soccer at jerome's hse on saturday NIGHT! lol. but there aint no regret in my dictionary, life is meant to be enjoyed, sure, not at the expense of my studies, i MAY have overdone it abit here. lol.

God helps those who help themselves.

but of course thats not the reason im blogging now, its the last day of the hols, and i got bored while studying, so here i am chilling. lol

my SAJC j2 cousin just called my mum and said he got converted and wants to be baptised. wow. lol pleasantly surprised. shall keep him in prayer. and my brother, and my grandparents, and the many many friends i have(yes im talking to YOU, whoever you are who's reading this lol) who havent experienced the hope and peace Jesus gives. man u aint got nth to lose man, taste it and u will never want to return to ur old life ever again. its DA bomb.

i was just talking to jerome about how we're growing up so fast, in a couple of years time, max 10 to 15, at least 3/4 of the people we know will be getting married, we'll be getting jobs, but we dont even need to look that far to be worried about our lives, our friends will be getting scholarships to go universities, some wont even get into a Uni and there aint gonna be time for us to sit down and sun tan, its all gonna move fast. too fast.


growing up is such a chore, sure i wanna grow up, get a house, settle down, do bigger, greater things for God, probably become a youth leader, have a family, man thats darn exciting, but the things you lose along with growing up, i dont even wanna start listing, it'll spill over.


way way too much.

God works in surprising ways. he really does.
life is great! it REALLY is.