orientation 02

So the past 2 days have gone by and in a blink of the eye orientation 02 has ended. many people have left many people have come, now our journey begins for real.

In the cafe having lunch, my og.

In the sunken gallery playing games.

my good buddy phuc, from soccerfairsians in the og, joel and junwei in yellow

my dance partner jessica (:

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what is this i'm experiencing? what is this im feeling? apathy and peace mixed together, the former slowly overtaking. even i felt the change, but no one says it. what's going on, the one thing i need i'm not getting. the answers. is this my personality? or merely a mask i bought from school. i need to find them fast, i need to find you fast!

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say it again

say it again

say it again

what should i do?

what should i do? i wish God wld just send an angel down from heaven now to give me a definite answer. GOD, i dont want signs and visions anymore for this matter, i want a straight loud SHOUT into my ears! i wanna get over this once and for all! am i supposed to follow Abraham? or just cleanly and plainly get on with it? lol its fun to know im in the midst of God's plan, but i need to know where to walk! lol GOD.......!

i was so tired today, today is the first time in my jc life i slept during lecture, abel and i slept thru the ENTIRE chem lecture, we're so in trouble man. haha but abel is smart sure can catch up, i need to do so much more! argh!

today the 2nd intake people poured in, i didnt realise there wld be SO MANY FAIRSIANS!, its great to see familiar faces and frens but its quite sian, cos come new jc also got so many people come, wldve been nicer to make new frens and stuff, but i still love them anyway! :D great to catch up with yall!

had chem tutorial, and we did nothing! miss baljeet rocks, she forgot where she put her stuff so in the end, ended up doing nothing and just talking nonsense!

then after math tutorial i was just cam duding!

she's my 10th best fren! LOL, just kidding, she's like a guy, everything about her is a guy except that she sounds like a girl and looks like a girl, thats all! amazing.

then during econs lecture, mrs saw say she dun want to teach , talk about the fund raising and class stuff and all that, so we had free time and i was playing this heartbreaker game on jeslyn's phone which is so fun, u pretend to be this guy who two times his girl fren and u gotta get out of sticky situations and choose which of the options to say and u'll get a rank after that, from cassanova to all talk or luke warm, its quite fun!

LOOK AT ABEL! so interested! abel and i both failed the game miserably! show what plain and simple and pleasant guys we are! where esle to find guys like us! okay la im lousy la! but abel is hot property seriously! he's a strong christian, he was from track and field, so super fit and he is super smart and he is nice summore! okay i sound gay, but i was really glad he stayed in ac! :D

okay then after that all these people skipped their H1 tuturials! gosh so bad rite! i had no H1 so im actually very guai! :D guai is the new cool! lol!

samson!

havent updated

okay i havent updated for quite afew days, start with yesterday, lol yeah haha havent updated for ONE day, wow. okay so it was tingting john and phu's birthday! so happy for phu, he converted on saturday at jeslyn's church, hey jeslyn, good job! (:

the far left guy is phu, he's a viet scholar, great great guy, praise the Lord!

my new good buddy abel and i! abel is imba fit, scary to run with him during mass pe, can die one.lol

then go on to today, my class was doing fundraising and selling french loaves and drinks and it actually turned out to be quite good with quite a number of people buying and stuff, and my hot pe teacher treated all of us drinks from OUR stall, LOL what a cool guy. anyway today mass pe was the most xiong in a long long long long time man!

after school went to play soccer and basketball with my fren's class, lol so sociable rite me! :D just kidding! then we had alot of fun, with ren han issit his name? ernest la okay, and samson and ian, great people! lol

then after that went for the NIGHT OF LAUGHTER play by acsian theatre with the PL people, amandal joyce, renee, sherrie and dayna and jingming and i, and it was the first time i met renee dayna and sherrie and my first impression of dayna was like "jm are u dumb! or are u gay!" lol just kidding bro, but dayna really gives off a very good impression! good on you! and i can feel the head prefect aura of renee and the vice head of sherrie, its like 2 policewomen or sth going up to uphold law and order, with righteousness and an upright attitude! LOL. CRAPPING.

the play to be honest was really quite boring! but the peeps, are AMAZING actors and actresses, the emotion and all that, amazing! lol coolios!

then after the play, we all just sat at the void deck which was already super late, and played ridiculous games like BLOODY KNUCKLES! so fun hahah first time i learn haha, but must play with crazy people, then fun, i can totally picture playing it with ZIJIAN! omg, i'll just die. amandal is just high! she was like AHhh whoooo! the whole night! lol energy man, u gotta share it, u got too much!lol then after that we went holland to eat. and on the way to the bus stop, we saw.................

OMG! super nice! the picture may not look nice la, but on the spot ah, at that moment, its super nice!

i feel so noob, after jm went home, i took the mrt with renee dayna amandal and sherrie and we were talking about stuff then suddenly the topic was dunno where and i said that tonite was onli the 3rd time in my life i've been to holland v and they were like :O and then they asked me if i have ever been to ben and jerrys or even eaten, and i said no, and i said i've onli been to swensens once in my life, and they were like :O LOL and i was like sec 4 after school i everyday go straight home! LOL seriously no life man. i bet nobody has ever met such a pure and innocent guy like me! come on man, nowadays where got guys so guai one! ownage man! guai is the new cool! FIERCE!

sunday

today is sunday, okay first things first, all who know about what is going on with dina's family, please pray for them, i urge you, its times like this we can stand up and show that we as brothers and sisters of christ really care. for those who dunno, still pray, pray for peace to be upon the family, pray for the healing of their father uncle derek and pray for strength for the 3 children and the mother.

trust in the Lord, his ways are higher than ours.

okay today was a moderately alrite day, not exciting, not amazingly boring, just okay, alrite. i woke up at 7.50 when i was supposed to be in church at 7.50. lol my head was throbbing like CRAZY, i was super tired, cld barely get off my bed but i knew i had duty so had to force myself up and go church. not that i didnt want, but i cld wake up 30 mins later if i had no duty! lol not that i mind anyway, serving God is a privilege! :D this is how the sanctuary looks from the AV room! lol this is 2nd service so i had already heard the entire sermon once, so i was just chilling! :D

me being bored!

Lol what a face! this is samkhoo, youth leader in ywav and cell leader of excons! checking out the matching pipes!

After second service, i went with yam, jen, liesel and afew others to eat lunch at margaret drive.

Liesel and jenisse, both my frens, guess what they have in common, besides wols ness? they're both 1.2m tall! LOL.

the second 1.2m girl's sister ^

one of my best buddies! i like her she dun like me! :( LOL kidding, this is my closest female fren! she's like a guy really, dun be decieved by her looks! LOL!

after that went for precepts course and i was half dead, so tired so yam lejon and i left at teabreak, i almost died man! gosh, lucky go home sleep afternoon nap, if nt i sure collapse one. lol! then woke up for dinner, look at my dinner! my dad cooked it! SO YUMMY LICIOUS! i also noe how, my dad teach me, its home made sauce leh! not the instant one, so good rite! LOL.




you are the everlasting God
the everlasting God
you do not faint
you wont grow weary.

LOOK AT THIS RIDICULOUS CONVO BETWEEN JOYCE AND AMANDAL! HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!





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why?

i havent been updating for the previous few days because i've either been too lazy, or talking on msn too long thus too distracted to blog so since i have these few mins free, i'll blog now before dinnering.

okay the past few days have been okay, not EXHILARATING, but quite exciting and fun, and eventful though. lol though i will not be blogging about the most eventful events! okay lets start with wednesday cross country.

it started after school, and it ended.

okay then i went with joy and abel to clementi ntuc to buy valentines day stuff.then we went home.

THEN, valentines day, i was quite shocked really, in fairfield, or at least among the guys, valentines day is INSIGNIFICANT, we dun give a hoot and it doesnt exist in our calendar, ALL 4 years, i FORGOT about valentines day, thats how pathetic it was in fairfield. but in ac, its just omg-ly huge and everybody is giving presents and its such a big deal, omg, there was even a party after school organised by the student council for the whole school which i didnt go to because i went to watch movie.

anyway in the morning when i went to the hall, there were balloons everywhere and everyone was just running here and there giving presents. its just HUGE in ac. crazy man. and thank you to all those people who gave me stuff! alot of really great stuff. special thanks to jenisse amandal and su ann, thank you thank you! (all my fans) LOL joking, seriously joking ya!

so after school, joanne, suann, amandal and i went to watch ps i love you, and seres-ly, the movie is horrible, newspaper give 4 stars, i gave 1/4 STAR gosh. ridiculous. there are 3 main guys in the movie and all 3 guys are gay. and the story line. is just crap. and ridiculous. and nonsensical. its just RUBBISH. so for those who plan to watch it. DONT. then after that we went to mos burger. and that was the first time in my life i went to mos burger. and they were like :O noob! then we just talked and talked and talked then i went home.

okay friday i played basketball with ian's class, which coincidentally is zijian's class which coincidentally is samson's class. and so on so forth, i noe half the class already. lol really great people, "ernest", beverly, zhi hao, harsha, janice, john, so on so forth, really really friendly and nice people. of course, not to miss out zijian the man, ian the gay and samson the BOMB. LOL just kidding ian, u rock. so we played basketball and it was really a superb time, i havent felt so good in such a long time, since coming to AC, i have not played a game of leisure soccer ONCE, not even once. i cant believe it. basketball i still play with bert and yam la, but im totally deprived of games in AC man, but thats cos i didnt join a sports cca. but whatever!

then after that i for CF, my FIRST CF session this year, cos i was sick last week. anyway it was a really meaningful time of learning from rick warren's video of the series of 40 days of community. great people here and there, really warm atmosphere. of course the sharings arent as heart felt as can be cos we barely know each other, but i did put in the effort to be sincere and honest and open about what i shared, so it was a really great time. then after that we had dinner.

then after that we just sat and talked for SOOOO long, janice joyce, joanne, jc then after that joanne left and we were joined by gong. great great day! but i was so tired at night. i reached home around 9.40, then i had to prepare for splash, i hadnt really written stuff down even though i knew for sure what i was gonna share like 2 weeks before already. then i had to prepare the powerpoint slides for the adult worship rehearsal on saturday which is today at 10.00am wah i was so tired man.

i woke up in the morning and rushed to church for the rehearsal then after that grabbed a quick lunch bite and went back to church for splash and youth. tiring tiring, but meaningful! im so glad God brought me back. so glad. i almost went down a route i didnt recognise i could possibly walk down. PRAISE THE LORD!

why does he have to speak like that? why does he have to think like that? how childish can a 22 year old speak? ridciulous. speeches of how others are 2 faced, COME on, freaking look in the mirror. it freaking pains my heart to hear him speak like that. seriously. i totally love him, and i wldnt ask for anyone else to be in his place but why did things have to turn out this way. the way i look at it, its just utter hot headedness, pride and rash behaviour. what is ur focus in life? do u even HAVE a life?? God please help him.

okay u see the song on my blog? like it? u see the links below?(onli for those ppl i rmbed to link! LOL if you want me to link you please tell me, anyway elisse, i forgot what ur blog is)

they were all done by ng jingming! the hunk! the hottie! the one in a million pottie! jingming jingming! your so funny! u make me cranky! jingming jingming your so friendly, you are honey! whooooo!!!!!

boring!

im so distracted! lol what is on my mind these days. school is fun... and fun.... starting to feel like everyday is the same, im just talking nonsense and playing afool, not even doing anything properly. sigh. lol but its still fun. aiyah, i feel sian. BORING. anyway, some photos here.

this was taken super super long ago but i realised i never posted any pictures of my class up so here it is! wonderful 1SA4!

my beloved CELL JAM! JESUS AND ME! :)

God bring me back.

i gotta admit it, my walk is so off, so really really off. today sermon was by pastor eric and the topic was the pursuit of "happyness", its actually named after the will smith movie but it was a really impactful, sweet and good sermon. and i was thinking about everything he said, about the concept of happiness is having God as the centre and focus of our lives, progressively growing closer to him each day. happiness is the PROCESS, not the product. and i was thinking bout all that.

and i realised it was totally true, from the day i converted at the end of sec 2, im j1 now, my life has totally changed, i've never been the same from then on, my heart has been light, my life carefree, its just a different ball game altogether when God is on ur side, in the pursuit of happyness. its a race ur bound to win, its UNFAIR to have God on ur side. lol. but its a sweet thing. and i thank God i experienced him and met him, i cld have easily gone down the other path after what happened in my life that year. But yet, after all that God has done for me, and everybody for that matter, we still behave in disgraceful manners. Me espacially, i dun understand why is it so hard to just focus and let the distractions just past, why do i waver SO EASILY? ridiculous. and these words " shit, freak, damn, what the hell, screwed up " why cant they disappear from my vocab? why am i so disgraceful???

God is so compassionate, i have this analogy of the death of Jesus.

imagine urself, theres this arch enemy of urs, and he humiliates you, backstabs you, laughs and you, turns all ur best frens against you, and makes a fool of you, then he spits at you, and disgraces ur name everywhere he goes. And you go up to him and say u'll always be his fren and you'll always be there for him, and you love him, and u seriously mean everything u say. HOW is that possible? wldnt u want to kill that person already? but jesus did all that and more, HE DIED for us. and up till today, we're still spitting at him, everytime i say what the hell, im spitting at him, everytime we gossip, we're spitting at him. If God is not merciful and compassionate, then what is he?

You know its so difficult to live a christian life, cos God's will regularly clashes with ours, but his will is always the better one just that we cant see it initially, but we struggle to understand what's his plan cos its so hard to just accept and move on. but i'll do it and i'll move on.

you know, everytime christians try to bring someone to christ, they will talk about all the good of christianity, benefits, feel good factors and stuff, im one such person, and often people dun accept the concept of this GOD, maybe THAT is the reason why! cos we onli talk about what so great about being a christian, if we dont tell them the struggles of being a christian, if we dont let them know what so meaningful about this life we're so passionate about living, then who's gonna accept christ. theres no such thing as a free lunch. with the exception of Christ's gift of eternity that is.

u noe, i always wondered why people like my grandmama and other frens, are so hard up on not being a christian, i mean whats the lost, u dun lose money or anything, why dun u just accept this concept of a God existing(because HE DOES) and just give God time to show you that he's real, no need to become some hardcore christian and go church every week and go for youth and read 2 hr bible everyday and stuff, you have NOTHING to lose! but i understand the ego problem, its precisely what made me openly proclaim i was a non christian from p5 to sec 2. but gosh, yall are missing out so much! but you know what! i still love yall! and God loves yall too! :) isnt God amazing, where wld i be without him? gotta focus, sweep away the distractions. focus focus focus.

malaysia vist

i just came back from malaysia, revisiting my relatives, it was a crazy time of eating and mahjonging and its the first time everyone from my dad's side managed to gather altogether!




my cousins and i!






My family with granny!----------->

i prefer this pic to the previous one --------------->

LOOK AT MY UNCLE LOL(blue shirt) what is he doing!! hahahaha these are my aunties and my uncle and dad.

MY COUSINS, some not inside though

Man in black! move aside! now comes men in black AND WHITE!

My mum is hip!------------------->

i always have to take so long to put up pictures! gosh so time consuming. GOODNITE!