Saturday, February 16, 2008

why?

i havent been updating for the previous few days because i've either been too lazy, or talking on msn too long thus too distracted to blog so since i have these few mins free, i'll blog now before dinnering.


okay the past few days have been okay, not EXHILARATING, but quite exciting and fun, and eventful though. lol though i will not be blogging about the most eventful events! okay lets start with wednesday cross country.


it started after school, and it ended.

okay then i went with joy and abel to clementi ntuc to buy valentines day stuff.then we went home.

THEN, valentines day, i was quite shocked really, in fairfield, or at least among the guys, valentines day is INSIGNIFICANT, we dun give a hoot and it doesnt exist in our calendar, ALL 4 years, i FORGOT about valentines day, thats how pathetic it was in fairfield. but in ac, its just omg-ly huge and everybody is giving presents and its such a big deal, omg, there was even a party after school organised by the student council for the whole school which i didnt go to because i went to watch movie.



anyway in the morning when i went to the hall, there were balloons everywhere and everyone was just running here and there giving presents. its just HUGE in ac. crazy man. and thank you to all those people who gave me stuff! alot of really great stuff. special thanks to jenisse amandal and su ann, thank you thank you! (all my fans) LOL joking, seriously joking ya!



so after school, joanne, suann, amandal and i went to watch ps i love you, and seres-ly, the movie is horrible, newspaper give 4 stars, i gave 1/4 STAR gosh. ridiculous. there are 3 main guys in the movie and all 3 guys are gay. and the story line. is just crap. and ridiculous. and nonsensical. its just RUBBISH. so for those who plan to watch it. DONT. then after that we went to mos burger. and that was the first time in my life i went to mos burger. and they were like :O noob! then we just talked and talked and talked then i went home.





okay friday i played basketball with ian's class, which coincidentally is zijian's class which coincidentally is samson's class. and so on so forth, i noe half the class already. lol really great people, "ernest", beverly, zhi hao, harsha, janice, john, so on so forth, really really friendly and nice people. of course, not to miss out zijian the man, ian the gay and samson the BOMB. LOL just kidding ian, u rock. so we played basketball and it was really a superb time, i havent felt so good in such a long time, since coming to AC, i have not played a game of leisure soccer ONCE, not even once. i cant believe it. basketball i still play with bert and yam la, but im totally deprived of games in AC man, but thats cos i didnt join a sports cca. but whatever!


then after that i for CF, my FIRST CF session this year, cos i was sick last week. anyway it was a really meaningful time of learning from rick warren's video of the series of 40 days of community. great people here and there, really warm atmosphere. of course the sharings arent as heart felt as can be cos we barely know each other, but i did put in the effort to be sincere and honest and open about what i shared, so it was a really great time. then after that we had dinner.


then after that we just sat and talked for SOOOO long, janice joyce, joanne, jc then after that joanne left and we were joined by gong. great great day! but i was so tired at night. i reached home around 9.40, then i had to prepare for splash, i hadnt really written stuff down even though i knew for sure what i was gonna share like 2 weeks before already. then i had to prepare the powerpoint slides for the adult worship rehearsal on saturday which is today at 10.00am wah i was so tired man.


i woke up in the morning and rushed to church for the rehearsal then after that grabbed a quick lunch bite and went back to church for splash and youth. tiring tiring, but meaningful! im so glad God brought me back. so glad. i almost went down a route i didnt recognise i could possibly walk down. PRAISE THE LORD!



why does he have to speak like that? why does he have to think like that? how childish can a 22 year old speak? ridciulous. speeches of how others are 2 faced, COME on, freaking look in the mirror. it freaking pains my heart to hear him speak like that. seriously. i totally love him, and i wldnt ask for anyone else to be in his place but why did things have to turn out this way. the way i look at it, its just utter hot headedness, pride and rash behaviour. what is ur focus in life? do u even HAVE a life?? God please help him.