today, for the first time in 3 years, i cried. i cried like i never cried before, the last time i remember crying so badly was in sec 3 january when i was going through hell and God touched me. i poured like a baby, and i couldnt even hold it back. i was trying so hard to hold it back in, but it just kept pouring.

why?

i was doing nth so i decided to watch a movie and i randomly took out this dvd from my bro's collection and it was titled FREEDOM WRITERS, yeah take that down. its the story of this woman who works in a hotel, she decided to be a teacher and because she was new, she was sent to this delinquent class. you know how you watch shows where a single person made a difference and stuff? the thing is, this movie is a true story, every single portion, and its based on a book. the journey from which the teacher entered this class of rebellious confused teens to the end where the teens become adults, developing into true men and women that society need, is just absurdly amazing.

i cant even describe what i felt, i dont even know if there ARE words that can describe what i felt. i might be exaggerating, might not, but i guess no one will even know for sure until they watch the movie. when i first saw the trailer 2 years ago, i was thinking, what the heck is this movie. im not gonna watch it for sure, 5 stars...... for being boring! But darn, how wrong am i man. how wrong am i.

i know it sounds cliche and like oh blah blah another life changing movie. wow big deal, i rather watch hannah montana and stuff. but before u have any other thoughts, i only have one, PLEASE watch it. u can borrow it from me :)

you're alive. But are you living?