some day this is. i wonder why im like this today? today i was continually walking on a temper tightrope, seriously. i was burning inside and just waiting to flair up any moment, but i was just controlling like crazy, i was like "hold it hold it" the whole damn day. controlling like crazy. i dun noe where the anger is coming from, maybe lack of sleep. in the morning i had very bad stomach ache already, so that made things worse. Thank God i'm home, thats what i thought when i reached home, how wrong i was. im so touchy man. my father scolded me for looking reluctant to help him and my mum, like what the hell? my mum ask me to do household chores at 12.30 last night when i was just about to sleep when she didnt ask me for help for 2 hours from 10pm when i was so extremely free sitting at my computer doing nothing, and im supposed to say YAY LETS DO CHORES! NOW! WHEN IM ABOUT TO SLEEP! screw man. lol its like SUNDAY blues. im just so eager to punch something now! i hope this feeling floats away soon. oh and my grandmother fell down and is in the hospital. okay for all who are reading my blog for the first time, i onli have such outbursts once every few months, so dont be shocked and think im some emo freak, cos im actually very cheerful. :)
remove this emotions that is not of you.
the word was walking on my tongue.i can feel it.
God help me!
