I PASSED CHEM.OMGoodness, I DID I DID.
yesterday night i was just sitting at my desk thinking about everything that has been happening and all that has passed.and i took out my journal that i started writting in sec 3, it has stuff that... lets just say its only meant for the eyes of God. and i was just looking through seeing how much God has really blessed me and changed my entire life, it was just amazing.
i was really worried about my results, i REALLY feared the worse, and this time i wasnt smokin, i really did fear. but i decided to just throw it all down and let God take over, after all, the stuff that i went through which i chronicled into my journal, every single one of those ordeals were worse than just doing badly for exams.
after that i was SUPER relax, yes relaxed till such a point i was starting to find it unbelievable, the peace that i experienced, man, its all about going to him, he doesnt take pleasure in seeing us suffer, he takes pleasure in giving us peace.
and today, i passed my chem, the joy i experienced was amazing, right smack in my face i see how God works in my life, that doesnt mean that for those who failed, God didnt work in their lives, God worked equally as much but with a different purpose and plan for each and every single one of us.
its like how a father gives freedom and space to a certain child because he knows he is disciplined enough to handle his life while he closely watches another child cos he knows that child needs guidiance to bloom. thats how God works, differently, with each and every single one of us.
i want to have a heart after God's own
it actually hurts. to see them react that way.
