you know where periods of time where everything is going so routinely it starts to feel weird. like u log onto ur blog, and ur thinking, what am i gonna blog about? that kinda feeling? its exactly what i'm feeling now. its so weird, like i know something is gonna pop up in my face and scare me, but right now, i cant see it, i cant feel it, and i dont know what it is.



its exciting the way life goes, espacially as Christians. God's plans somehow, just SOMEHOW always seem to go against what we want. some complication will pop up and u just have no idea what to do. what is right, what you want and whether the two even click. i dunno bout you, but isnt that all the more exciting? lol.



my life is so smooth now i feel like my car is gonna skid of the highway anytime soon. i really dont mind it being like this for awhile more, but it sure is boring. lol. im focused on my studies again. im so happy, i feel like the work im doing now, lessons and all that, im back to where im supposed to be. maybe theres that jc adaptation time period or sth that caused me to be so messed up this first semester. maybe its me not being used to staying back in school so late everything, being in a sports cca and so on. but im getting used to it, and its not bad, lol. its pretty fun.


best friend forever.
i dont want another best friend. i have enough.is it a bff ur looking for?cos if it is, im not sure i can do it.