recently, alot of things have caused me to start thinking about what exactly i've been doing with... just everything la, my life, my walk with God, and alot more. the main causes are mostly my studies and of course my cca. and something esle.
and just afew days ago, i was praying, asking God for answers. but of course, its just a phase, we cry and pray for answers, but we'll never get them, simply cos we're too blind to notice that they're right in front of us, that his ways are higher than ours, that he loves us and does every single thing for our good!
and then i read my devotional book and God just spoke really loudly to me. He said
DO YOU DARE TO LET ME WORK IN YOU?
people(like me) always cry and ask why we are born so incapable, lacking in this and that, but we just FAIL to see that we already have SO MANY blessings, uncountable, ridiculously numerous, yet we moan and groan, and we just FAIL to see that God is WAY WAY WAY WAY more mighty than failing terms or being lousy at a sport, we just FAIL to see that God came to work in EMPTY VESSELS, not fully loaded ships. the crappier you ARE, the MORE God can work in you. and the best thing, God's work in you is gonna be UNIMAGINABLY more amazing and spectacular than ANY amount of effort you can POSSIBLY put in. yes, ANY AMOUNT.
cos God is real.
cos he loves.
