i wont lie and pretend theres a rainbow in the sky and the roses are growing over. i am tired, and i rarely say it, but i AM tired. physically mentally, u name it, i'm experiencing it. lol. it aint a good feeling. time is passing so ridiculously fast, work is piling up incredibly fast and i am finding it amazingly hard to keep up.
lol jc is one heck of a phase of life man. not only does nothing seem to go your way, it even seems like things are going AGAINST your way. lol.
okay this is not a complaint post, i dont complain. lol. i whine, cos according to a certain someone, whining builds frenships.lol. the good thing about all these is that i noe its gonna end super quick, cos everything is passing so fast, its gonna be june so fast, then one more june is all we need to start getting worried we're gonna flop. which usually wldnt happen anyway, cos things always turn out well. somehow. lol.
and for those emo kids who think i'm very quiet now or im a changed man or whatever, jus understand that i dont drink red bull for breakfast and im human, so being high every second just wouldnt work for my body. lol. just kidding su ann, dont blow up while reading this. haha.
i wonder what are things gonna be like 2 years from now, or 1 and a half for that matter. we're all growing up so fast, now its just weird to go mad and "BE YOURSELF". we all have to enter that adult stage and we all have to mature and behave like we actually are adults, where is the fine line between being urself and being immature? When the difference between black and white is so thin, where would you stand? We talk about desire, sure we'll all want to do the right things, have a smooth flowing journey in life. but if the energy and strength just aint there, what are you gonna do?
btw, as much as you think this is an emo post. it is not. and tired does not equal sad. in fact, i am happy, peaceful and any other adjective you can use to describe 5 year old kids prancing around toadstools in green pastures under the bright cheery sun and a rainbow, you cld probably use it on me. Life is great :D !
Be courageous and strong, for the lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9
