yay today i went cf after not being able to go the past few weeks due to volleyball. and i really had alot of fun making friends with new people and just interacting with christians once again.
today when helsa walked past me, she asked me how was my life and i gave her the standard caleb "fantastic" replies. and she said how i was always happy and smiling when she saw me. then i thought about it, my class people certainly wldnt agree. lol but do you really have to be all jumping around and smiling so broadly when ur happy? happiness is temporary, joy is eternal, when you have joy and peace in your heart, you dont have to show it to feel it. it will always be within you. you dont have to show it. :)
my previous posts have all been about how God's plans dont coincide with me. after coming out of the storm, i find it ridiculous i could have actually thought that way. isnt it amazing how you always think the grass on one side is greener than the other. well thats rubbish. God's plan for us is always eternal and great and it always benefits us eventually whether its a short term thing or long term thing. i cant believe i always go into the "why is God doing this" mode. its absolutely childish and dumb. gosh, but im definately gonna be doing it afew more hundred times in the next few decades, provided i'm still alive. oh well. God is great. Thank goodness he forgives.
LIFE IS GREAT!
tired does not equal sad.
