good job guys, we actually managed to win dunman high, good job. :) nice one zijian.
after the match we went back to school for training. its fun la, at the same time tiring. gonna have to push really hard to get my studies back on track. sure aint easy to juggle a sport and studies thats for sure. doesnt help when ur cca starts at a ridiculous time of 6pm when everyone's ending theirs.
"this" kind of things make me think, what is God thinking. Sure you look at the scenario, you look at the circumstances, all this dictate what happened, but is it possible that i'm totally in the freaking wrong place? i wont hide the fact i was disappointed and upset, i was this close, this close to losing it. how much more must i do, how long more must i go through all this. anyway, thanks jen. u helped alot.
when your plans dont coincide with God's, its easy to say trust God and believe in his higher thoughts, but when it happens time and time again, will u be able to say the same thing with the same aggression and certainty, with the same fire that burned in ur eyes when u first became a christian? Its hard. its horribly hard. way too hard. to do it by ourselves. but since theres nth we can do about it anyway, might as well trust him. But of course, at the end of the day, even if we are given the choice to do something about it. Trusting God is always the wiser route aint it. dont argue, it is. lol.
Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all this shall be given unto you. Matthew 6:33
somehow this verse comforts me alot better than jeremiah 29:11 at this point of time. It brings me back to reality, it helps me know that its not us that matter. its God.
"....plans to prosper you and to give u a hope" jermiah 29:11
When nothing is going your way. what do you do?
Do you know michael jordan, the greatest basketball player ever, was dropped from his university team cos he was apparently too lousy? if you dont understand why i typed this sentence, you probably wldnt understand this entire post. lol. goodnite and be happy :)
