Today was quite an interesting day.hmmmm... woke up, went to church. today's sermon was about appreciating the life contrast and stuff like that. like the difference in our life when we became a christian, the difference between our life before and after that kinda stuff. it was like one of the most hard hitting sermons i've ever heart pastor richard give before, hahah! yam and i were like looking at each other then yam was like, "he's picking up darts and throwing at people!" then i'm like "NO! He's shooting people with a shotgun!" lol it was really really interesting. And you know what? i was affected by it! i mean like, ppl always talk about how we're unworthy and stuff and dun deserve God's grace and stuff but there was a part pastor richard said that struck me.
"people talk about God's amazing grace, very amazing meh? its free isnt it?"
so true eh? I mean, how many of us TRULY feel remorseful and awestruck by this amazing, glorious grace he's give us. I dont, thats for sure, im still immature, i say i wanna grow closer to God but very often the next moment im insensitive or sth. Well, i was really struck today by the message. And i went up for altar call, MY WHOLE BODY WAS SHAKING! omg man. my legs were totally falling apart, then pastor eric who was praying for me tightened his grip on my shoulders cos i think he felt me shaking! lol! cool man. God really rocks. really really rocks.
then we went for lunch, boring activity yes, super crowded and stuff. Then we went to amos house for party, lol we played winning eleven, lol not me at least, the others, then we went to amos room the com and watch soccer bloopers, a baby doing evil eye, some japanese rubbish show(laugh until stomach pain) and family guy. lol ridiculous stuff!
then we went home from there. actually not really home. yam lejon and i went to eat dinner at the queenstown mrt that coffee shop, btw amos house is a boon keng, so we went from church(queenstown) to boon keng, then from boon keng, to queenstown! LOL! not that i am against it, since i stay at queenstown anyway! hahahahah. so we had dinner. at 5.30! LOL then lejon had to go off. Then yam felt hungry and wanted to eat again, so i had nth to do anyway, so i just sit there and watch him eat, then we started talking about all the emo stuff LOL, so from 6 pm to 8pm, 2 lonely sad pathetic guys, sit dreamily staring into the beautiful starry night sky, talking about my eventful and exhilarating lives! What a way to end a beautiful sunday! So after that he went home(cck) and i went home.GUESS WHERE! hahahahaha. okay so thats the end of another beautiful day in the life of beau... oh i mean in the life of CALEB!! LOL! thank you to all my faithful readers who keep track of my life each day! hahahahahahah!
Its really fun talking to Dumb retarded-ED fuchsia sotongs! LOL!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
oh okay this is an update.
okay this is an update and clarification of what is going on in my academic life.
people have asked me what my o level score is because i said i am in acjc. okay this is the deal. we sec 4 peeps take prelims, and our prelims scores are used to apply for the first month of jc. SO using my prelims score. i applied in ACJC. but thats only the first month. O level results come out end of january, then we have to apply again, either to the same school, to another jc, or to a poly. okay? :)
people have asked me what my o level score is because i said i am in acjc. okay this is the deal. we sec 4 peeps take prelims, and our prelims scores are used to apply for the first month of jc. SO using my prelims score. i applied in ACJC. but thats only the first month. O level results come out end of january, then we have to apply again, either to the same school, to another jc, or to a poly. okay? :)
hello dumb retarded sotong!
hmm to be honest, today was quite boring, in the morning i went to eat lunch with my dad, after that i went for drama workshop in church 1-4pm. it was cool man. it was conducted by the 3 covenant players( its a drama group) from austrailia, they acted on tuesday during the christmas service. yeah so it was quite interesting. michelle clement timothy oh,foo bert nat amos(small) dina were all there, they taught us the 7 main basics of drama and stuff, quite fun la. But i was sneezing non stop during the workshop till i was quite put off by the end of it. 3 hours long. lol power.
then we went for ywav thanksgiving service. the mike was just left at the stage and whoever who wanted to say something could just go up and talk, to thank God and stuff. and as usual,youths are shy and dun dare to go up and say stuff in case they embarrass themselves, so yam and i were comparing, see who's estimation was better. As in how many minutes later then the next person will go up! lol it was quite funny.
after that bert eric violet samkhoo and i went to eat dinner at vivo. lol we went mussel guys or wadever that is called. samkhoo is quite funny, i asked ONE QUESTION in the car, i asked, is watchnight a eng cong thingy or a combined thingy? THEN, for the rest of the night, sam keep on asking me which girl i like from chinese cong!! hahahaha so funny. no one sam, no one! lol.
i learnt a new way of laughing on msn. no longer hahahaha. now its jajajajaja, its the new hip thing! Guess where i learnt it from! A dumb retarded sotong taught me!
okay gonna sleep night!
then we went for ywav thanksgiving service. the mike was just left at the stage and whoever who wanted to say something could just go up and talk, to thank God and stuff. and as usual,youths are shy and dun dare to go up and say stuff in case they embarrass themselves, so yam and i were comparing, see who's estimation was better. As in how many minutes later then the next person will go up! lol it was quite funny.
after that bert eric violet samkhoo and i went to eat dinner at vivo. lol we went mussel guys or wadever that is called. samkhoo is quite funny, i asked ONE QUESTION in the car, i asked, is watchnight a eng cong thingy or a combined thingy? THEN, for the rest of the night, sam keep on asking me which girl i like from chinese cong!! hahahaha so funny. no one sam, no one! lol.
i learnt a new way of laughing on msn. no longer hahahaha. now its jajajajaja, its the new hip thing! Guess where i learnt it from! A dumb retarded sotong taught me!
okay gonna sleep night!
insight! 2
i was just doing my quiet time. and i was thinking about what God was saying about we being children to enter heaven, how jesus said of how the children will be welcomed into the kingdom of heaven. so its like okay familiar stuff. then i started to pray, and i use this thing called CPTS to help me organise my thoughts.
Confession
Praise
Thanksgiving
Supplication.
i'm sure yall noe what those mean. so i was praying and i was saying like dear God forgive me if i have done anything that has tarnished the image/reputation of christianity.At that very moment, it was as if God was really speaking to me. i just paused. and thought to myself. why am i saying such a thing? i started questioning myself, does that mean christians show non believers the IMAGE of christianity and what christianity is meant to be by being loving and respectful and all that in front of them, POSSIBLY even in front of our own brothers and sisters and family members and brothers and sisters in christ? does it mean all we're doing is putting up an image so that ppl will come to know the Lord? i was thinking, that shldnt be the case rite? then i started thinking about jesus and stuff, i hardly remember anywhere in the bible where jesus wanted to redeem himself and save the "image" of the messiah when everyone was cursing him about being blasphemous for saying he is the son of God. He NEVER retaliated. I remember reading somewhere, when people blame you, NEVER justify or retaliate, there will come a day when all truth is revealed. So i was thinking, if thats the case, what we christians shld be doing shldnt be to live for non believers to see, or for the ppl around us to see, SO many times we lose track of our focus and we are so conscious of ppl seeing this and that and saying stuff like " thats why i dont want to be a christian". we are so scared of non believers saying that, that we cuddle ourselves up in the outer coat called "the christian" when what we really shld be doing is tearing ourselves apart and showing them the core of our belief, our very spirit itself. We gotta be REAL, then God will do the rest. but of course i'm guilty of whatever i said anyway, so its gonna take effort to change! but i think its really cool that i this thought came to my mind, and all the examples just click. Now, this is what i call divine intervention babe! Thank you God!
Confession
Praise
Thanksgiving
Supplication.
i'm sure yall noe what those mean. so i was praying and i was saying like dear God forgive me if i have done anything that has tarnished the image/reputation of christianity.At that very moment, it was as if God was really speaking to me. i just paused. and thought to myself. why am i saying such a thing? i started questioning myself, does that mean christians show non believers the IMAGE of christianity and what christianity is meant to be by being loving and respectful and all that in front of them, POSSIBLY even in front of our own brothers and sisters and family members and brothers and sisters in christ? does it mean all we're doing is putting up an image so that ppl will come to know the Lord? i was thinking, that shldnt be the case rite? then i started thinking about jesus and stuff, i hardly remember anywhere in the bible where jesus wanted to redeem himself and save the "image" of the messiah when everyone was cursing him about being blasphemous for saying he is the son of God. He NEVER retaliated. I remember reading somewhere, when people blame you, NEVER justify or retaliate, there will come a day when all truth is revealed. So i was thinking, if thats the case, what we christians shld be doing shldnt be to live for non believers to see, or for the ppl around us to see, SO many times we lose track of our focus and we are so conscious of ppl seeing this and that and saying stuff like " thats why i dont want to be a christian". we are so scared of non believers saying that, that we cuddle ourselves up in the outer coat called "the christian" when what we really shld be doing is tearing ourselves apart and showing them the core of our belief, our very spirit itself. We gotta be REAL, then God will do the rest. but of course i'm guilty of whatever i said anyway, so its gonna take effort to change! but i think its really cool that i this thought came to my mind, and all the examples just click. Now, this is what i call divine intervention babe! Thank you God!
Friday, December 28, 2007
hm
today was a full and fulfilling and satisfying day! In the morning around 10, i went for lunch with jerome, lol lunch at 10 because he had something on later on, so we went to long john silvers and guess what? they were still on breakfast menu!!! hahahah so we ate stuff on the breakfast menu, FOR LUNCH! Lol! but the breakfast was the most filling fast food breakfast i've ever eaten, i used to not like ljs cos i thought it was ex and stuff, now its my fav fast food place! the food is awesome!!! yeah!!!
so ard 11 jerome left and poor me went home. sigh. then i was on msn and bertrand asks me to go his hse play bball cos he's bored, hahahahaha cool rite, so i say settled. then i sit back and think. i'm not in the mood to play sports. or the active active kinda sports. so i decide, lets do sth esle. so bertrand comes to queenstown when i was supposed to go bukit gombak, and we go to mount faber safra! to play pool! LOL! cool ah both ball games. lol! then we were on the bus and a mr yam calls and asks where we are cos we were supposed to play bball today, yam comes back from bintan and wants to play bball, but i tell him we're not playing cos everyone is busy! lol so he decides to come and join us in playing pool and 3 guys play pool together! lol!
so after that i had to leave around 4 liddat cos i had appointment with felix bryanyap darylwoo&tay and joel to eat dinner as a farewell since felix is migrating to canada in january. it was a moving and overwhelming meal we had, tears flowed dramatically, and hearts were melted and the words exchanged, words of thanksgiving and gratitude, of love and care to and from felix just overcame us with emotion. what a meal.......
lol! i'm so good at writing such stuff! obviously it was nothing emotional, when 6 guys hang out, all u get is rubbish, nothing emotional. so we went to watch I AM LEGEND. the movie is 1 out of 5. seriously. but because will smith is the actor, i add another 1 half out of 5. so the movie is 2half out of 5. AVOID AT ALL COSTS. unless u are a hardcore will smith fan like me. but there seriously is nothing to watch in this movie. the superb desolated new york city scene aside, the movie is rubbish.
so after that we went to eat dinner. our original plan was to eat at pasta mania, at west mall, after watching movie AT WEST MALL. but because dear felix and bryanyappohchin think plaza sing is a nicer place, we had our location changed. SO THEN, we went to pasta mania after the movie. LONG QUEUE. THEN, we went to cafe cartel, LONG QUEUE. THEN, we went to cathay, RUBBISH FOOD. THEN, we had to walk to park mall, where fish and co was. THEN, we HAD TO WAIT 20 MINS!! okay la the woman said 15, but it felt like 20. goodness. i hate TOWN!! i love westmall and tiong bahru. its so hip la. so we ate our dinner. and talked nonsense. actually we cldnt talk much cos the band was playing extremely loud and irritating music. okay fine, the guy had a great voice and the music was nice, but come on! we want to HEAR what our frens say when they're eating!!! gosh! the food was okay la,i'm damn noob la, lol first time eat fish and co hahahaha felix also first time hahaha hi 5!
so i went home after that. it was a great day man!
okay felix, wanna thank you for ur friendship these 2 years, i think it'd be really sad if i didnt get to know you in sec 3 seriously, i thank God u came to 3E, lol i seriously treasure this friendship and i think ur a great great great guy, not only are u omg-ly smart, ur equally amazingly humble, lol hardly can u find anybody around like you anymore! so i just wanna thank you for all the fun times we had in class suaning bryan and making fun of him, even up till today we did not stop! thats the spirit!LOL i hope u have alot of fun trashing ppl in canada, lol always remember us! those times we laughed at bryan, and joked all that nonsense in bio class! haha ALL THE BEST, MATE!
yesterday God assured me thru an incident that we must never be envious of anyone. Is there someone who beats you in studies, sports and everything possible? more popular than you, better looking than you, and every other thing possible? dont let it get to ur head, God creates us in such a unique way that no one can EVER compare to us. of course the above example is made up, but God's assurance of us being uniquely and wonderfully made, is not. Trust him! He never forsakes! Everytime you start to feel envious of anybody, look to the sky and tell urself. God is great. For if you really think he's great, you will NEVER doubt his creation.
God is great.
so ard 11 jerome left and poor me went home. sigh. then i was on msn and bertrand asks me to go his hse play bball cos he's bored, hahahahaha cool rite, so i say settled. then i sit back and think. i'm not in the mood to play sports. or the active active kinda sports. so i decide, lets do sth esle. so bertrand comes to queenstown when i was supposed to go bukit gombak, and we go to mount faber safra! to play pool! LOL! cool ah both ball games. lol! then we were on the bus and a mr yam calls and asks where we are cos we were supposed to play bball today, yam comes back from bintan and wants to play bball, but i tell him we're not playing cos everyone is busy! lol so he decides to come and join us in playing pool and 3 guys play pool together! lol!
so after that i had to leave around 4 liddat cos i had appointment with felix bryanyap darylwoo&tay and joel to eat dinner as a farewell since felix is migrating to canada in january. it was a moving and overwhelming meal we had, tears flowed dramatically, and hearts were melted and the words exchanged, words of thanksgiving and gratitude, of love and care to and from felix just overcame us with emotion. what a meal.......
lol! i'm so good at writing such stuff! obviously it was nothing emotional, when 6 guys hang out, all u get is rubbish, nothing emotional. so we went to watch I AM LEGEND. the movie is 1 out of 5. seriously. but because will smith is the actor, i add another 1 half out of 5. so the movie is 2half out of 5. AVOID AT ALL COSTS. unless u are a hardcore will smith fan like me. but there seriously is nothing to watch in this movie. the superb desolated new york city scene aside, the movie is rubbish.
so after that we went to eat dinner. our original plan was to eat at pasta mania, at west mall, after watching movie AT WEST MALL. but because dear felix and bryanyappohchin think plaza sing is a nicer place, we had our location changed. SO THEN, we went to pasta mania after the movie. LONG QUEUE. THEN, we went to cafe cartel, LONG QUEUE. THEN, we went to cathay, RUBBISH FOOD. THEN, we had to walk to park mall, where fish and co was. THEN, we HAD TO WAIT 20 MINS!! okay la the woman said 15, but it felt like 20. goodness. i hate TOWN!! i love westmall and tiong bahru. its so hip la. so we ate our dinner. and talked nonsense. actually we cldnt talk much cos the band was playing extremely loud and irritating music. okay fine, the guy had a great voice and the music was nice, but come on! we want to HEAR what our frens say when they're eating!!! gosh! the food was okay la,i'm damn noob la, lol first time eat fish and co hahahaha felix also first time hahaha hi 5!
so i went home after that. it was a great day man!
okay felix, wanna thank you for ur friendship these 2 years, i think it'd be really sad if i didnt get to know you in sec 3 seriously, i thank God u came to 3E, lol i seriously treasure this friendship and i think ur a great great great guy, not only are u omg-ly smart, ur equally amazingly humble, lol hardly can u find anybody around like you anymore! so i just wanna thank you for all the fun times we had in class suaning bryan and making fun of him, even up till today we did not stop! thats the spirit!LOL i hope u have alot of fun trashing ppl in canada, lol always remember us! those times we laughed at bryan, and joked all that nonsense in bio class! haha ALL THE BEST, MATE!
yesterday God assured me thru an incident that we must never be envious of anyone. Is there someone who beats you in studies, sports and everything possible? more popular than you, better looking than you, and every other thing possible? dont let it get to ur head, God creates us in such a unique way that no one can EVER compare to us. of course the above example is made up, but God's assurance of us being uniquely and wonderfully made, is not. Trust him! He never forsakes! Everytime you start to feel envious of anybody, look to the sky and tell urself. God is great. For if you really think he's great, you will NEVER doubt his creation.
God is great.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
untitled.
today was cool.. i did nothing much really, stayed at home the whole day, except walk back and forth between the mrt station and my house cos my sister asked me to pass her something then said the mrt train was jammed then asked me to go home and wait first then while i was walking home she asked me to go to the mrt station again. those who noe how impatient i am can roughly figure out how i felt.
"caleb can u help me bring my scarf and the bus guide to the mrt station? thanks, leave the house when i call you."
ring ring.
caleb walks out of the house towards the mrt station, handphone beeps. message reads " the train is jammed, go back home and wait until i tell u again"
caleb walking back home.already impatient because he was watching tv. handphone beeps. message reads " okay you can come now" ARGHH!!! its like this dog walking back and forth, back and forth. but guess wad! i didnt lose my temper! i was thinking. God's training is really tough, really really tough, gotta endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i woke up really late, used the computer, blah blah, i dun even know why i'm blogging seriously. what a waste of time to blog when you dun go out and theres nothing to blog about! sigh. just now in the afternoon i was talking to jenisse, and i was very fierce to her, lol she said she never see me like that before. hahahahahah cool man. sorry jen! lol i was just joking. lol
okay. so wads next to blog about. yay man u is top of the table, lol finally. ronaldo is just ownage. sigh, that got me thinking about next year, can i make it into the soccer cca in ACJC? i know everyone keeps saying acjc's soccer is damn average and stuff like that, and i have confidence that i will make it in, i mean seriously, dun wanna be proud, but i shld make it in rite? then why am i thinking i wldnt be able to make it in now? lol. i was talking to charisse, if i dun make it in, then join library lor. lol God guides my path, i'll walk where he wants me to walk. i dont even have soccer boots, amar borrowed mine and never returned. sian. anyway i was planning to buy new ones already. if i did get into jc. and now i'm in, but i dunno if i'll stay. Lol life is funny.
that brings me to my quiet time today. For those ppl who do daily bread and our journey, is that wad its called? yeah i think so. i dont do both, serene gave me this thick green book, also daily devotions and i decided to use it, and its really SUPER good stuff. she gave me when i was baptised, april 8th. lol easter! This book is really chime and stuff. gotta think alot. but my devotion today, 27th december, is the most complicated and chime devotion i have EVER read.
it talks about the conscious sin and the unconscious sin, oh my. lol i had no idea wad it was talking about. but the last part said this. (below)
Every once in a while, God brings us to a major turning point - a great crossroads in our life. From that point on we either go toward a more and more slow, lazy, and useless christian life, or we become more on fire, giving our utmost for his highest - our best for his glory.
I believe 7 out of every 10 christians will be in the same boat as me, the former. why is that the case? its sad aint it? lol what i'm doing now is called oxymoronic, lol i dun think there is such a word though.
help us father.
"caleb can u help me bring my scarf and the bus guide to the mrt station? thanks, leave the house when i call you."
ring ring.
caleb walks out of the house towards the mrt station, handphone beeps. message reads " the train is jammed, go back home and wait until i tell u again"
caleb walking back home.already impatient because he was watching tv. handphone beeps. message reads " okay you can come now" ARGHH!!! its like this dog walking back and forth, back and forth. but guess wad! i didnt lose my temper! i was thinking. God's training is really tough, really really tough, gotta endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i woke up really late, used the computer, blah blah, i dun even know why i'm blogging seriously. what a waste of time to blog when you dun go out and theres nothing to blog about! sigh. just now in the afternoon i was talking to jenisse, and i was very fierce to her, lol she said she never see me like that before. hahahahahah cool man. sorry jen! lol i was just joking. lol
okay. so wads next to blog about. yay man u is top of the table, lol finally. ronaldo is just ownage. sigh, that got me thinking about next year, can i make it into the soccer cca in ACJC? i know everyone keeps saying acjc's soccer is damn average and stuff like that, and i have confidence that i will make it in, i mean seriously, dun wanna be proud, but i shld make it in rite? then why am i thinking i wldnt be able to make it in now? lol. i was talking to charisse, if i dun make it in, then join library lor. lol God guides my path, i'll walk where he wants me to walk. i dont even have soccer boots, amar borrowed mine and never returned. sian. anyway i was planning to buy new ones already. if i did get into jc. and now i'm in, but i dunno if i'll stay. Lol life is funny.
that brings me to my quiet time today. For those ppl who do daily bread and our journey, is that wad its called? yeah i think so. i dont do both, serene gave me this thick green book, also daily devotions and i decided to use it, and its really SUPER good stuff. she gave me when i was baptised, april 8th. lol easter! This book is really chime and stuff. gotta think alot. but my devotion today, 27th december, is the most complicated and chime devotion i have EVER read.
it talks about the conscious sin and the unconscious sin, oh my. lol i had no idea wad it was talking about. but the last part said this. (below)
Every once in a while, God brings us to a major turning point - a great crossroads in our life. From that point on we either go toward a more and more slow, lazy, and useless christian life, or we become more on fire, giving our utmost for his highest - our best for his glory.
I believe 7 out of every 10 christians will be in the same boat as me, the former. why is that the case? its sad aint it? lol what i'm doing now is called oxymoronic, lol i dun think there is such a word though.
help us father.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
lol
i heard the most ridiculous things i have ever heard in my life all in one day. lol ALL in one day. amazing.
today i realised something. all along i know that God does things for a reason, and everytime something happens, we as humans can list possible reasons, or at least we try to, like for example when someone fails an exam, we can say something like, its to teach him to lean on God or to trust God to provide in trying circumstances. But today i finally realised what it REALLY means when God says his thoughts are higher than ours. it really is. lol.
how is it possible that i like someone in the past and not realise it? ridiculous! and the person still can remember, how is that possible? lol. i got a sign from God today, dun say things i dun mean, it'll come back to haunt me. seriously. im so seriously gonna watch what i say from now on, help me God!
today is the most boring day ive had this holidays, and there are about 10 more of such days already so one can roughly tell how bored i've been. today i stayed at home to do nothing. i cooked my own lunch cos no one was home, swept and vacuumed the places i felt were dirty and.. did nothing basically. i wanted to go and swim and hone my non-existent swimming skills, flapping skills more like it, but i had no motivation. im so gonna die if i go acjc, i heard swimming is thought during pe lessons, i bet i'll be the only person to raise my hand if they ask who cannot swim. useless man..
okay whatever, when that time comes then talk, im gonna hardcore mug, nobody will laugh at a person who does super well in studies but cant swim rite?? lol just kidding, i'm gonna die man.
my original plan for the week was this.
wednesday: Go gym with lejon and zach then go bert hse play bball.
thursday: Go watch movie with jerome and play pool
friday:Go have felix's farewell lunch cos he's migrating.
this is whats going on now.
wednesday: stay at home the whole day do nothing
thursday: stay at home the whole day do nothing
friday:Go have felix's farewell lunch cos he's migrating.
wow! at least one day's activities don't change. this is what i call a boring holiday. and next wednesday school starting already. heard from zijian(school one) that there is morning worship in 7am. LOL shiok man.I sure need God's help man, to not make a fool of myself on the first day of school. im thinking what acjc would really be like. would i make frens like jerome? or even joel when i first came to secondary school. would i have frens that close to me that i wld call them a spiritual brother? lol i sure hope everything turns out well. But no worries man. God's in charge! lol.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
today i realised something. all along i know that God does things for a reason, and everytime something happens, we as humans can list possible reasons, or at least we try to, like for example when someone fails an exam, we can say something like, its to teach him to lean on God or to trust God to provide in trying circumstances. But today i finally realised what it REALLY means when God says his thoughts are higher than ours. it really is. lol.
how is it possible that i like someone in the past and not realise it? ridiculous! and the person still can remember, how is that possible? lol. i got a sign from God today, dun say things i dun mean, it'll come back to haunt me. seriously. im so seriously gonna watch what i say from now on, help me God!
today is the most boring day ive had this holidays, and there are about 10 more of such days already so one can roughly tell how bored i've been. today i stayed at home to do nothing. i cooked my own lunch cos no one was home, swept and vacuumed the places i felt were dirty and.. did nothing basically. i wanted to go and swim and hone my non-existent swimming skills, flapping skills more like it, but i had no motivation. im so gonna die if i go acjc, i heard swimming is thought during pe lessons, i bet i'll be the only person to raise my hand if they ask who cannot swim. useless man..
okay whatever, when that time comes then talk, im gonna hardcore mug, nobody will laugh at a person who does super well in studies but cant swim rite?? lol just kidding, i'm gonna die man.
my original plan for the week was this.
wednesday: Go gym with lejon and zach then go bert hse play bball.
thursday: Go watch movie with jerome and play pool
friday:Go have felix's farewell lunch cos he's migrating.
this is whats going on now.
wednesday: stay at home the whole day do nothing
thursday: stay at home the whole day do nothing
friday:Go have felix's farewell lunch cos he's migrating.
wow! at least one day's activities don't change. this is what i call a boring holiday. and next wednesday school starting already. heard from zijian(school one) that there is morning worship in 7am. LOL shiok man.I sure need God's help man, to not make a fool of myself on the first day of school. im thinking what acjc would really be like. would i make frens like jerome? or even joel when i first came to secondary school. would i have frens that close to me that i wld call them a spiritual brother? lol i sure hope everything turns out well. But no worries man. God's in charge! lol.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
merry christmas ho ho ho.
when a person commits a sin that drags his mood down after he comes to the realisation that he shldnt have done such a thing. how would he react? would he just get over it without a hint of guilt? or would his mood be utterly affected?
guilt is a negative feeling, God tells us to overcome guilt and lean on jesus' forgiveness. But realistically, how well can a human overcome guilt? Are you afraid of the tarnishing of ur reputation? or God's wrath? Or do u even bother? what am i afraid of?
i have never desired to fear. now i do.
I have always wondered how the leaders, pastors and stuff or maybe even ywav youth leaders or stuff like that, how they manage to seem like they have no problems, i read of my recent quiet time of how we often live for others to see, and how we mustnt have a hidden life, but when ur moody, u show it rite? then why do the leaders seem to be never sad?
the ability to brush aside disappointments is related to how close a person is to God. But when u tread the thin line between having a heck care attitude, and overcoming stumbles on ur journey to becoming a God fearing man/lady, how do you noe where u stand?
today is christmas day. merry christmas everyone! we talk about how we shldnt treat christmas in such a slipshod manner, that its not about presents and stuff, we sing the song that christmas is about his glory, more than just another story. But how many people actually think about how the novalty of christmas has been lost over the years? im the first to raise my hand to say im guilty of overlooking this dreadful trend. So this christmas, i pray that i will be truly immersed in the true meaning of christmas, of the birth of christ, that changed the world forever. If national day and other major events are so seriously regarded, then shldnt christmas top them all?
jesus is the shepherd, we are the sheep. Glory to God in the highest.
Its an irony that the person i was thinking about came to talk to me about it. thank you God.
i really dont understand adults.i really dont. What in the world is on his mind? seriously.ridiculous.
guilt is a negative feeling, God tells us to overcome guilt and lean on jesus' forgiveness. But realistically, how well can a human overcome guilt? Are you afraid of the tarnishing of ur reputation? or God's wrath? Or do u even bother? what am i afraid of?
i have never desired to fear. now i do.
I have always wondered how the leaders, pastors and stuff or maybe even ywav youth leaders or stuff like that, how they manage to seem like they have no problems, i read of my recent quiet time of how we often live for others to see, and how we mustnt have a hidden life, but when ur moody, u show it rite? then why do the leaders seem to be never sad?
the ability to brush aside disappointments is related to how close a person is to God. But when u tread the thin line between having a heck care attitude, and overcoming stumbles on ur journey to becoming a God fearing man/lady, how do you noe where u stand?
today is christmas day. merry christmas everyone! we talk about how we shldnt treat christmas in such a slipshod manner, that its not about presents and stuff, we sing the song that christmas is about his glory, more than just another story. But how many people actually think about how the novalty of christmas has been lost over the years? im the first to raise my hand to say im guilty of overlooking this dreadful trend. So this christmas, i pray that i will be truly immersed in the true meaning of christmas, of the birth of christ, that changed the world forever. If national day and other major events are so seriously regarded, then shldnt christmas top them all?
jesus is the shepherd, we are the sheep. Glory to God in the highest.
Its an irony that the person i was thinking about came to talk to me about it. thank you God.
i really dont understand adults.i really dont. What in the world is on his mind? seriously.ridiculous.
Monday, December 24, 2007
christmas eve!
today i went to watch movie and shop with bertrand william charisse and jenisse, we impromtu decided to go after we were all talking about having nothing to do in church yesterday! so yes. we went to jurong point, dun ask me why there and not town, i just dun like town! yes so we watched national treasure the book of secrets, it was okay la, not as good as the previous
national treasure movie, but it was okay la, with the same twists and stuff, just that the previous one was alot alot alot more believable and stuff. like this movie, everything just seems to fit perfectly, doesnt seem logical! 3 out of 5 stars!
okay after we went to buy christmas presents, william needed to buy for daryl, i needed to buy for my bro and other friends. blah blah. oh did i mention we were billy bombers to eat? omg. the food was just SOOOOOOO CHEAP!!!!!!!!!! smart ppl understand what im talking about. i think they painted the steak with pure gold before serving it, im pretty sure the water had diamond extracts in it.LOL. it tasted alrite, the steak really wasnt too horrible, lol! it was nice la. but jack's place is better! hmm but more expensive too. okay wadever. after that bert and william went to town, i didnt wanna follow, cos i hate town, so i just walked around with C&J for awhile, bought some stuff for JAM and other church peeps then left for home. im half dead, but i dun wanna sleep, though i feel like sleeping, but since i dun wanna, i wunt, even tho i feel like.
in 1 and a half hours time, i will leave my house to go the my parents' cell group gathering, its like a christmas party when they plan really really really,hmm what word shld i use.... BORING! games and stuff and celebrate christmas, i dun really feel like going, dun really wanna go, but i feel like i'm going out too often and not spending enough time with my parents. so i'll do just that today.
cant believe its christmas eve.
december never felt this bad.
i dunno why i have this feeling. is it jealousy? sure seems like it. at least i've told no one about it,so it wont breed. although i almost told jenisse.i do hope this feeling fades.help me God.let it go let it go.humility is the key.
Lord, its hard to love my neighbours.
national treasure movie, but it was okay la, with the same twists and stuff, just that the previous one was alot alot alot more believable and stuff. like this movie, everything just seems to fit perfectly, doesnt seem logical! 3 out of 5 stars!
okay after we went to buy christmas presents, william needed to buy for daryl, i needed to buy for my bro and other friends. blah blah. oh did i mention we were billy bombers to eat? omg. the food was just SOOOOOOO CHEAP!!!!!!!!!! smart ppl understand what im talking about. i think they painted the steak with pure gold before serving it, im pretty sure the water had diamond extracts in it.LOL. it tasted alrite, the steak really wasnt too horrible, lol! it was nice la. but jack's place is better! hmm but more expensive too. okay wadever. after that bert and william went to town, i didnt wanna follow, cos i hate town, so i just walked around with C&J for awhile, bought some stuff for JAM and other church peeps then left for home. im half dead, but i dun wanna sleep, though i feel like sleeping, but since i dun wanna, i wunt, even tho i feel like.
in 1 and a half hours time, i will leave my house to go the my parents' cell group gathering, its like a christmas party when they plan really really really,hmm what word shld i use.... BORING! games and stuff and celebrate christmas, i dun really feel like going, dun really wanna go, but i feel like i'm going out too often and not spending enough time with my parents. so i'll do just that today.
cant believe its christmas eve.
december never felt this bad.
i dunno why i have this feeling. is it jealousy? sure seems like it. at least i've told no one about it,so it wont breed. although i almost told jenisse.i do hope this feeling fades.help me God.let it go let it go.humility is the key.
Lord, its hard to love my neighbours.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
sunday.
okay i just reached home so im gonna blog before i forget the things i wanted to say. okay so today i went to church, 10am service, cool, i set my alarm to 8am, i woke up at 8am, slept again, woke up at 8.40, slept again, woke up at 9.07, and flew out of my house cos i was supposed to meet bert and benel at 9.30 and i tot i was gonna be late!
i slept at 2am yesterday night, or morning or wadever so i shag like mad, u noe, like REALLY tired, lol.so during the sermon, or at least starting part, my head seriously felt really really really heavy, until pastor richard talked bout how humans like superheroes so much, about heroes saving the world and stuff, then my mouth just shot off, and i said "save the cheerleader" lol then william and bert laugh then from there on i was okay already, you noe, laughter cures all illnesses! or fatigue, or wadever.oh ya, during the sermon, pastor richard mentioned something about God's abilities, you noe how JESUS IS GOD, and God came down AS a man to save us that kinda thing, chime chime, pastor richard mentioned that alot of ppl cannot fathom how God can be incarnated as human, in flesh, that its not possible, then he said this line that i felt really cool to take down.
Saying God cant do something, is limiting what he can do.
okay after service, lejon gave me a box of little little little muffins that were really cute, as christmas present, thanks lejon for giving me, thanks jonel for making it. LOL. after that we went to eat lunch and then zijian(church one, not school one), lejon and i went to play pool, so we play knock out, lol really fun, somehow, it ended up with all 3 of us playing 3 games with the other 2 people so ALL of us played 6 games, my gosh, so perfect, so well planned! LOL! it was fun, and funny, and fun. nice guys LJ and ZJ, LOL! thats cool man.
after that we left to home, on the way home, i met tianhang with his all brown hair,lol ALL BROWN, thats hip man, tho i will never dye my hair, personally. its one of my WU DA ZUN YAN. translated, its 5 big promises. to God i guess.
1. Never dye hair
2. Never have piercing, ears or wadever
3. Never drink BEER(wine still can, for business stuff, but if i have a choice, i would abstain totally)
4. Never have a tattoo
5. Never go clubing.
stuff like pre marital sex and all that nonsense is understood so dun need to say. and people like tim ho who try to be funny by asking me, "so you'll take drugs ah?", the reply is, YES, cos all the medicine we take is drugs ANYWAY! LOL.
okay wadever, lame. anyway all these decisions that i have made, are solely personal, influenced by my belief, but its more of a decision than an obligation. ppl tell me that jesus drank wine, jesus went partying, (remember he hung out with the sinners and tax collectors and stuff in parties?) yeah man, jesus did all that, but IM NOT JESUS, and all this arguments are just attempts to make this stuff that are not of God, justify-able, lol no such word! so you see, these are personal decisions! so dun ask me why not. COS i say so! =)))))
oh ya, tianhang say i change alot, he say im nicer now! hahahahahahhahaha that made my day, nobody says im nice, everywhere i go, ppl say good riddance, shut up, get lost, or they laugh at me! so its nice when someone says im nice! thank you!
merry christmas babes! not yet la, soon tho.
i slept at 2am yesterday night, or morning or wadever so i shag like mad, u noe, like REALLY tired, lol.so during the sermon, or at least starting part, my head seriously felt really really really heavy, until pastor richard talked bout how humans like superheroes so much, about heroes saving the world and stuff, then my mouth just shot off, and i said "save the cheerleader" lol then william and bert laugh then from there on i was okay already, you noe, laughter cures all illnesses! or fatigue, or wadever.oh ya, during the sermon, pastor richard mentioned something about God's abilities, you noe how JESUS IS GOD, and God came down AS a man to save us that kinda thing, chime chime, pastor richard mentioned that alot of ppl cannot fathom how God can be incarnated as human, in flesh, that its not possible, then he said this line that i felt really cool to take down.
Saying God cant do something, is limiting what he can do.
okay after service, lejon gave me a box of little little little muffins that were really cute, as christmas present, thanks lejon for giving me, thanks jonel for making it. LOL. after that we went to eat lunch and then zijian(church one, not school one), lejon and i went to play pool, so we play knock out, lol really fun, somehow, it ended up with all 3 of us playing 3 games with the other 2 people so ALL of us played 6 games, my gosh, so perfect, so well planned! LOL! it was fun, and funny, and fun. nice guys LJ and ZJ, LOL! thats cool man.
after that we left to home, on the way home, i met tianhang with his all brown hair,lol ALL BROWN, thats hip man, tho i will never dye my hair, personally. its one of my WU DA ZUN YAN. translated, its 5 big promises. to God i guess.
1. Never dye hair
2. Never have piercing, ears or wadever
3. Never drink BEER(wine still can, for business stuff, but if i have a choice, i would abstain totally)
4. Never have a tattoo
5. Never go clubing.
stuff like pre marital sex and all that nonsense is understood so dun need to say. and people like tim ho who try to be funny by asking me, "so you'll take drugs ah?", the reply is, YES, cos all the medicine we take is drugs ANYWAY! LOL.
okay wadever, lame. anyway all these decisions that i have made, are solely personal, influenced by my belief, but its more of a decision than an obligation. ppl tell me that jesus drank wine, jesus went partying, (remember he hung out with the sinners and tax collectors and stuff in parties?) yeah man, jesus did all that, but IM NOT JESUS, and all this arguments are just attempts to make this stuff that are not of God, justify-able, lol no such word! so you see, these are personal decisions! so dun ask me why not. COS i say so! =)))))
oh ya, tianhang say i change alot, he say im nicer now! hahahahahahhahaha that made my day, nobody says im nice, everywhere i go, ppl say good riddance, shut up, get lost, or they laugh at me! so its nice when someone says im nice! thank you!
merry christmas babes! not yet la, soon tho.
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