today was cool.. i did nothing much really, stayed at home the whole day, except walk back and forth between the mrt station and my house cos my sister asked me to pass her something then said the mrt train was jammed then asked me to go home and wait first then while i was walking home she asked me to go to the mrt station again. those who noe how impatient i am can roughly figure out how i felt.
"caleb can u help me bring my scarf and the bus guide to the mrt station? thanks, leave the house when i call you."
ring ring.
caleb walks out of the house towards the mrt station, handphone beeps. message reads " the train is jammed, go back home and wait until i tell u again"
caleb walking back home.already impatient because he was watching tv. handphone beeps. message reads " okay you can come now" ARGHH!!! its like this dog walking back and forth, back and forth. but guess wad! i didnt lose my temper! i was thinking. God's training is really tough, really really tough, gotta endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i woke up really late, used the computer, blah blah, i dun even know why i'm blogging seriously. what a waste of time to blog when you dun go out and theres nothing to blog about! sigh. just now in the afternoon i was talking to jenisse, and i was very fierce to her, lol she said she never see me like that before. hahahahahah cool man. sorry jen! lol i was just joking. lol
okay. so wads next to blog about. yay man u is top of the table, lol finally. ronaldo is just ownage. sigh, that got me thinking about next year, can i make it into the soccer cca in ACJC? i know everyone keeps saying acjc's soccer is damn average and stuff like that, and i have confidence that i will make it in, i mean seriously, dun wanna be proud, but i shld make it in rite? then why am i thinking i wldnt be able to make it in now? lol. i was talking to charisse, if i dun make it in, then join library lor. lol God guides my path, i'll walk where he wants me to walk. i dont even have soccer boots, amar borrowed mine and never returned. sian. anyway i was planning to buy new ones already. if i did get into jc. and now i'm in, but i dunno if i'll stay. Lol life is funny.
that brings me to my quiet time today. For those ppl who do daily bread and our journey, is that wad its called? yeah i think so. i dont do both, serene gave me this thick green book, also daily devotions and i decided to use it, and its really SUPER good stuff. she gave me when i was baptised, april 8th. lol easter! This book is really chime and stuff. gotta think alot. but my devotion today, 27th december, is the most complicated and chime devotion i have EVER read.
it talks about the conscious sin and the unconscious sin, oh my. lol i had no idea wad it was talking about. but the last part said this. (below)
Every once in a while, God brings us to a major turning point - a great crossroads in our life. From that point on we either go toward a more and more slow, lazy, and useless christian life, or we become more on fire, giving our utmost for his highest - our best for his glory.
I believe 7 out of every 10 christians will be in the same boat as me, the former. why is that the case? its sad aint it? lol what i'm doing now is called oxymoronic, lol i dun think there is such a word though.
help us father.
