Monday, December 24, 2007

christmas eve!

today i went to watch movie and shop with bertrand william charisse and jenisse, we impromtu decided to go after we were all talking about having nothing to do in church yesterday! so yes. we went to jurong point, dun ask me why there and not town, i just dun like town! yes so we watched national treasure the book of secrets, it was okay la, not as good as the previous

national treasure movie, but it was okay la, with the same twists and stuff, just that the previous one was alot alot alot more believable and stuff. like this movie, everything just seems to fit perfectly, doesnt seem logical! 3 out of 5 stars!


okay after we went to buy christmas presents, william needed to buy for daryl, i needed to buy for my bro and other friends. blah blah. oh did i mention we were billy bombers to eat? omg. the food was just SOOOOOOO CHEAP!!!!!!!!!! smart ppl understand what im talking about. i think they painted the steak with pure gold before serving it, im pretty sure the water had diamond extracts in it.LOL. it tasted alrite, the steak really wasnt too horrible, lol! it was nice la. but jack's place is better! hmm but more expensive too. okay wadever. after that bert and william went to town, i didnt wanna follow, cos i hate town, so i just walked around with C&J for awhile, bought some stuff for JAM and other church peeps then left for home. im half dead, but i dun wanna sleep, though i feel like sleeping, but since i dun wanna, i wunt, even tho i feel like.

in 1 and a half hours time, i will leave my house to go the my parents' cell group gathering, its like a christmas party when they plan really really really,hmm what word shld i use.... BORING! games and stuff and celebrate christmas, i dun really feel like going, dun really wanna go, but i feel like i'm going out too often and not spending enough time with my parents. so i'll do just that today.

cant believe its christmas eve.
december never felt this bad.
i dunno why i have this feeling. is it jealousy? sure seems like it. at least i've told no one about it,so it wont breed. although i almost told jenisse.i do hope this feeling fades.help me God.let it go let it go.humility is the key.
Lord, its hard to love my neighbours.