i heard the most ridiculous things i have ever heard in my life all in one day. lol ALL in one day. amazing.
today i realised something. all along i know that God does things for a reason, and everytime something happens, we as humans can list possible reasons, or at least we try to, like for example when someone fails an exam, we can say something like, its to teach him to lean on God or to trust God to provide in trying circumstances. But today i finally realised what it REALLY means when God says his thoughts are higher than ours. it really is. lol.
how is it possible that i like someone in the past and not realise it? ridiculous! and the person still can remember, how is that possible? lol. i got a sign from God today, dun say things i dun mean, it'll come back to haunt me. seriously. im so seriously gonna watch what i say from now on, help me God!
today is the most boring day ive had this holidays, and there are about 10 more of such days already so one can roughly tell how bored i've been. today i stayed at home to do nothing. i cooked my own lunch cos no one was home, swept and vacuumed the places i felt were dirty and.. did nothing basically. i wanted to go and swim and hone my non-existent swimming skills, flapping skills more like it, but i had no motivation. im so gonna die if i go acjc, i heard swimming is thought during pe lessons, i bet i'll be the only person to raise my hand if they ask who cannot swim. useless man..
okay whatever, when that time comes then talk, im gonna hardcore mug, nobody will laugh at a person who does super well in studies but cant swim rite?? lol just kidding, i'm gonna die man.
my original plan for the week was this.
wednesday: Go gym with lejon and zach then go bert hse play bball.
thursday: Go watch movie with jerome and play pool
friday:Go have felix's farewell lunch cos he's migrating.
this is whats going on now.
wednesday: stay at home the whole day do nothing
thursday: stay at home the whole day do nothing
friday:Go have felix's farewell lunch cos he's migrating.
wow! at least one day's activities don't change. this is what i call a boring holiday. and next wednesday school starting already. heard from zijian(school one) that there is morning worship in 7am. LOL shiok man.I sure need God's help man, to not make a fool of myself on the first day of school. im thinking what acjc would really be like. would i make frens like jerome? or even joel when i first came to secondary school. would i have frens that close to me that i wld call them a spiritual brother? lol i sure hope everything turns out well. But no worries man. God's in charge! lol.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
