in the morning i went to play soccer, not exactly morning, it was like 1.30 supposed to meet at 1, but as usual im always late, lol i was damn own today! i score 3 goals in one match, maybe the opposition wasnt there yeah, not really that high quality, but still i really am beginning to think im not bad, if i really do join acjc soccer team and derek really is inside(which roughly means i wunt get centre mid position) i may just try out for striker, dammit la derek is really damn good, as much as i keep telling myself i can beat him, he's just one helluva player on the field, everyone noes that. sigh jealousy problem again, im learning man, i must tell myself, life is not all about worldly successes, its really God that matters. its really him.
after soccer i went to gather everyone at bouna vista mrt, jammers. those who were going bbq la, all those who were not involved in planning which is already damn little ppl by itself, lol so we were supposed to meet at 4.30, guess what time we met, 5.30! lol typical ywav. anyway after that we went there.
it seems like everytime i see her i want to talk to her, i definately dun think i like her. but its just. after that night i know i musnt talk to her, so she wunt become to conscious and like regret opening up to me, then one day, many days later, she says she is having nightmares that i will tell her secrets away! lol retarded. at least i know im trustworthy and i didnt tell anyone anything, im good eh!
then today joy told me "she" told her that "she" was emoing and wanted to talk to me, i was like huh?? when?? then joy was like dunno sometime back, i was taken aback. then after "she" and i were standing at the table talking, then joy was quite surprised, she was like, whats up with you two? i was like huh? but we both didnt say anything just continue with our stuff, like ignore joy liddat. lol. but then i realise the rest of the night im just sticking to "her", playing cards with her, trying to talk to her, going with she goes. WT.......
i will like no one,no one. father, unless you tell me straight she's the one for me. no other way lord, no other way.
u noe the words, very, extremely and incredibly? add those 3 words together and multiply the intensity by 10, that is how i wld describe the bbq, in front of the word "bored" of course. lol. ppl were obviously left out, the group was obviously too big, and ppl like jay turning up? i was shocked. lol then plus zach and lejon crashing hahahahahha. totally dun mind them, but obviously some ppl were not happy, lol they went to play ball somemore in the midst of the bbq. LOL i bet serene was damn pissed off hahahhaha. well well. welcome to JAM!
then we watched hairspray? wad the heck man. okay im damn tired. adios
