I’m extremely bored. My bro’s in Taiwan, my dad mum and sis went to watch warlords which im not interested in. its 9.44 pm and I am extremely bored!
I have been randomly thinking a lot, but I haven’t settled on any definite topic, my mind is just floating here and there. Thinking about what I’m doing with my life, thinking about when im going to start swimming, thinking about why my mum keeps shouting and talking so boorishly. Thinking about how to get my walk with God back on track, thinking about why I keep postponing quiet time, thinking about what to do next.
Just thinking….
Why, why does my mood flutter so much, guys dun have biological mood swings, everyone knows that, so whats wrong with me. Why am I happy one second, angry the next, bored another, and then sad after a while? Why God? I trust you father in heaven, I really do, but I cant live my life like this, I need instructions, directions. I need you father.
Come upon me lord jesus.
