Friday, February 29, 2008

today was acjc's 122nd founders day. it was omg-ly boring. i slept thru the whole service, just totally cldnt help myself man. then there were those 2 idiots zijian and wenjie sitting beside me, slapping and poking me every few seconds ARGH! wenjie's pokes are the most irritating in the world, zijian's slaps are the most painful in the world, added together, they become the worst people to sit beside in a 2 half hour long service. lol. but i still love them (:

zijian all the best for thursday! wenjie, next week sakae! yes zijian, you too!


after that i went to meet jerome and we went to eat lunch. lol i was super edgy, and in a super bad mood and i was snapping at him throughout the whole day, i think jerome is probably the only person i know who would so willingly let his friends snap at him. sorry man! Thank God for jerome man, we talked about stuff, somehow when i'm with him, my feelings can be put into words. do you have a friend like that? better find one. lol.

then we went to play pool at depot road, the place is damn nice, even nicer than mount faber safra, but its 6bucks an hour, abit more ex thats all. this boredom becomes pain, and i don't know where to walk.

we were just anyhow playing, without bothering about who won or lost, then jerome decided that it was boring so we played first to 3. and as usual, he won again. lol one day i'll win! one day!! all in all it was a normal, non exciting, but pleasant day. then i went home and i was half dead, so i slept...............................

Thursday, February 28, 2008



CFers! (christian fellowship) i'm not inside any picture cos i took em all (:
hmm today was quite a fun and relaxing day to be honest, walking here and there quite abit. yeah a pretty good day (:

had cf welcome tea 02 and it was quite fun, making new frens and stuff (:

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

im so glad marcus is finally in ac, lol finally we re unite, though we 3 arent as close as before, but same school, better than nth.

and i havent seen abel in school the past few days, are you sick? lol take care man.

today was a sian x5 day, i went school, lectures all that boring stuff as usual, then after school ended, i was at the bleachers talking to jenisse and catching up and stuff then she went home with elisse and i went to the gym with zhe hang and his friend ahmad.

then after gym we went to run, zhe hang and ahmad jogged dunno how many rounds, but i ran at my own snail pace for about 6-7 pathetic rounds lol then jayne was having badminton training and they had to run and she was the only girl training so i ran with her, no, not ran, walked, lol for 5 rounds, her toe was injured or sth so she cldnt really run properly. then i went to eat dinner with marcus.

we talked about quite abit of stuff, about how ac is like and stuff, quite a meaningful dinner, wah black pepper beef rice ah, still the most shiok ah. but i getting abit bored. tsk singapore food is super boring seresly. im so sick of the food everywhere nowadays! hmm.............Jenisse! ask your mum cook for me! LOL kidding!

soccer guys ran 10 rounds for WARM UP, haha derek was damn pissed, lol it was quite funny.
its getting more and more boring by the day, and im so lazy to put pictures. lol.

nowadays, i just want one full day, to not go school, to cut off ALL contact from the people in this world, and just lie on my bed, listen to music, and chill, and relax and just distant myself from all the things of this world. lol. think about that peaceful scenario. man, i'm gonna get so much of that in heaven, how awesome is that.

anyway suann, take it easy man, im noe i'm a lousy fren and an idiot, sorry okay! (:

Diana! go for it man. lol
whats with the apathy, its not problems im experiencing, its a lack of them.thats my main problem.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

okay okay enough!

lol i'm being flooded with "are you okay? whats wrong with you?" questions the past few days.
yo people, i'm perfectly fine, its called deep in thought! gosh. lol anyway people im seriously fine, what i've been doing the past few days, is called, reflect and evaluate life. thats all, u seriously gotta try it too! u cant blindly live ur life without knowing where ur heading man! lol.


okay before i post about anything, i just wanna say im sorry to amandal for being so cold to you in school today yeah? i know u cant use ur com now or something so u wont get to read this but sorry anyway.


diana, abel why must you leave the class! lol, adrienna, jayne, grace, yall too! why must yall leave! lol nvm la, we'll meet up somehow someday! hahahaa

okay now to lighten the mood, hmm what shall i do.... im bad at cracking jokes. shucks.lol.

aiya forget it! no jokes! since i cant come up with any, but this is my favourite video of all time, i watch until my stomach muscles cramped up once. enjoy!

FUNNY FUNNY

CHECK THIS NEXT ONE OUT!!!!! OMG!

okay the next one is even funnier, i feel, but its quite common so i suppose many people have seen it already, but still! LOL
this is not an emo post. lol

this is a continuation of a series of posts i call "deep in thought". people always make mistakes, and christians are not exempted from this horrible characteristic, so i felt that it would be nice if i were just to say sorry to certain people i may have offended or even thought bad thoughts about em.

random names will just pop up, the frens that have had to tolerate all my nonsense these few years

my church kakis, bertrand, yam, lejon and others, thanks alot for always being there for me, yam, sorry for all the nonsense and crap u have to tolerate from me, you are really a great friend (:

bb guys, daniel, joel, derek and others, thanks for always tolerating my pride and arrogance and insensitivity throughout the years, thanks for still being my friend even though i sorely do not derserve such an honour.

random people that i may have judged, fernando, laura and company, etc. sorry if anything sarcastic i have said, or any joke i may have insensitively cracked have hurt you all. everything i've been doing has just been one big joke, so i'll say im sorry here.

sorry joyeo for all the nonsense u have to tolerate from me, and thanks alot for the honesty you treat me with, at least i know there are friends out there who are true and real (: thanks jerome, lol i dont need to say for what, if theres any human in this world i'd thank first, its you. thanks for ur existence. lol.

other frens from church and from school, thanks alot for everything.

some people were born to your best frens, frens that u will share ur life with, ur joy, ur sadness, ur anger and emotions, frens that wld be there for you. but some were just born to be ur acquaintances. they may have been very close to you at some points in time, one of your closest frens at certain times in ur life, but as times go on, the click just wears off and the string snaps.
you know hu i'm talking about, i really do appreciate you people.
some of you guys&girls really used to be my best and closest frens, but its pretty clear we'll go down different pathways and our interests and personalities just dont match. but i still appreciate the years of frenships we used to have when we would have heart to heart conversations and the times we laughed and joked together. thank you for everything.we'll all still be frens forever, but i cant see a path leading any deeper, but that doesnt matter! we're still brothers and sisters in Christ! :D
When a hint of sarcasm causes a strain, you know that this friendship isnt meant to go any deeper.

Monday, February 25, 2008

part 2........

is life all about waiting for that wonderful family and destined wife
enjoying their company till the day ur lifestring gets cut by a knife

or finding your perfect man for that matter, that knight in shining armour
do u prefer to fade away peacefully, or do you thrive in limelight and glamour?

if we dont understand our purpose in life, then what are we doing here
if we aimlessly roam this land, then far from meaningful, our lives are nowhere near

at the end of the day, when the masks fall off and you sit down to reflect
will you regret and find your whole life just a pile of mess

or rejoice and sing songs of joy, ur life the opposite of one huge defect
isnt the latter so much sweeter, the pain experienced so much less?


When God sent his son down to die on the cross for us, he gave us the choice of the 2nd pathway. many of my frens have asked me why is it i seemed so carefree, so cheerful as if my life was problem free. the past few days i've just been thinking about it.my life is actually FULL of problems. but when i have God along my side, everything just seems so small.

with him by my side, EVERY problem i have just seems to disappear, and i know it. cos when i lag behind in my quiet time, or my spiritual walk goes haywire, i feel the weight of the problems, i feel the flooding of emotions. its so real. my previous post wasnt an emo post. it was just my thoughts i was dying to share.
some of the things i say and do really make me feel so shameful. sorry Lord.
Life is great. it always has been, it always will be. God's gift to us.
what harm is there is trying out this God you dont believe exists? i dare you, say a prayer to ask him to show you that he exists. you'll be in for a ride of ur life.
when he's all thats on ur mind, u find, everything else, becomes so shallow and insignificant. :D Thank you Lord.

updates

Saturday Ywav games day, look at joy! lol laoda!
Samson da man!
behind that sweet and demure smile lies a inhuman brain!(she's from HC)
ABEL! :D
two of my best friends !! hahaha both from my class
my classmates at class outing in orchard, having dinner!the girl in blue was a head prefect of her secondary school.
amazing what surprises life can spring on you. just look at her!hahaha

Sunday, February 24, 2008

i've been thinking so much. and people along the way have helped me realise some really impt stuff, abel diana and joy, helped me quite abit even though they dont say anything, talking to them really helped me see some new stuff.

after coming to AC, i've just been a different person, so fake, so unreal. even i feel the change, but the problem is, did i want the change? or did it come subconsciously. i dont even want to think about it. it scares me what's stirring in my mind, in my heart. its revolting, and ridiculous to think that i even enjoy myself so much at times. lol. joy was rite, thanks joy, if ur reading this, which i doubt you are, you really helped me see alot of things, sometimes i really appreciate ur frankness cos i know no one esle will say the stuff to me that u do. i'm sure u think that way too. lol.

i always say i want God to be the center of my life, thats crap! center, is still just a part isnt it? means God is still just ONE part of ur life? center or not, top left hand corner, top right hand corner, its still just one part, significant or not, its still just one part. shldnt we want God to be our ALL, our EVERYTHING, our LIFE. God is not in charge of our lives, God OWNS our lives. its a different thing altogether. tsk lol nvm, nobody's gonna read this, and nobody's gonna get it anyway.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

i'm walking in circles, once again i come to the same old place
it's like a circus, everything for show, we're all running at that ridiculous pace

you gotta buy a mask when u step in, its compulsory, you dont have a choice
from dawn till dusk, u celebrate ur17th aniversary, it was mandatory

at ur first breath, a crowd stood by, they said, what a wonderful glow
till ur final bow, ur last hurrah, it was still just a sad little show

walking aimlessly, like a headless duck
we try it all, wishing hard for luck.....



tune in tml for part 2!
83 words

Speedtest

orientation 02

So the past 2 days have gone by and in a blink of the eye orientation 02 has ended. many people have left many people have come, now our journey begins for real.

In the cafe having lunch, my og.
In the sunken gallery playing games.

my good buddy phuc, from soccerfairsians in the og, joel and junwei in yellow
my dance partner jessica (:
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what is this i'm experiencing? what is this im feeling? apathy and peace mixed together, the former slowly overtaking. even i felt the change, but no one says it. what's going on, the one thing i need i'm not getting. the answers. is this my personality? or merely a mask i bought from school. i need to find them fast, i need to find you fast!
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say it again
say it again
say it again

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

what should i do?

what should i do? i wish God wld just send an angel down from heaven now to give me a definite answer. GOD, i dont want signs and visions anymore for this matter, i want a straight loud SHOUT into my ears! i wanna get over this once and for all! am i supposed to follow Abraham? or just cleanly and plainly get on with it? lol its fun to know im in the midst of God's plan, but i need to know where to walk! lol GOD.......!

i was so tired today, today is the first time in my jc life i slept during lecture, abel and i slept thru the ENTIRE chem lecture, we're so in trouble man. haha but abel is smart sure can catch up, i need to do so much more! argh!
today the 2nd intake people poured in, i didnt realise there wld be SO MANY FAIRSIANS!, its great to see familiar faces and frens but its quite sian, cos come new jc also got so many people come, wldve been nicer to make new frens and stuff, but i still love them anyway! :D great to catch up with yall!

had chem tutorial, and we did nothing! miss baljeet rocks, she forgot where she put her stuff so in the end, ended up doing nothing and just talking nonsense!

then after math tutorial i was just cam duding!


she's my 10th best fren! LOL, just kidding, she's like a guy, everything about her is a guy except that she sounds like a girl and looks like a girl, thats all! amazing.



then during econs lecture, mrs saw say she dun want to teach , talk about the fund raising and class stuff and all that, so we had free time and i was playing this heartbreaker game on jeslyn's phone which is so fun, u pretend to be this guy who two times his girl fren and u gotta get out of sticky situations and choose which of the options to say and u'll get a rank after that, from cassanova to all talk or luke warm, its quite fun!

LOOK AT ABEL! so interested! abel and i both failed the game miserably! show what plain and simple and pleasant guys we are! where esle to find guys like us! okay la im lousy la! but abel is hot property seriously! he's a strong christian, he was from track and field, so super fit and he is super smart and he is nice summore! okay i sound gay, but i was really glad he stayed in ac! :D
okay then after that all these people skipped their H1 tuturials! gosh so bad rite! i had no H1 so im actually very guai! :D guai is the new cool! lol!

samson!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

havent updated

okay i havent updated for quite afew days, start with yesterday, lol yeah haha havent updated for ONE day, wow. okay so it was tingting john and phu's birthday! so happy for phu, he converted on saturday at jeslyn's church, hey jeslyn, good job! (:

the far left guy is phu, he's a viet scholar, great great guy, praise the Lord!

my new good buddy abel and i! abel is imba fit, scary to run with him during mass pe, can die one.lol

then go on to today, my class was doing fundraising and selling french loaves and drinks and it actually turned out to be quite good with quite a number of people buying and stuff, and my hot pe teacher treated all of us drinks from OUR stall, LOL what a cool guy. anyway today mass pe was the most xiong in a long long long long time man!

after school went to play soccer and basketball with my fren's class, lol so sociable rite me! :D just kidding! then we had alot of fun, with ren han issit his name? ernest la okay, and samson and ian, great people! lol

then after that went for the NIGHT OF LAUGHTER play by acsian theatre with the PL people, amandal joyce, renee, sherrie and dayna and jingming and i, and it was the first time i met renee dayna and sherrie and my first impression of dayna was like "jm are u dumb! or are u gay!" lol just kidding bro, but dayna really gives off a very good impression! good on you! and i can feel the head prefect aura of renee and the vice head of sherrie, its like 2 policewomen or sth going up to uphold law and order, with righteousness and an upright attitude! LOL. CRAPPING.

the play to be honest was really quite boring! but the peeps, are AMAZING actors and actresses, the emotion and all that, amazing! lol coolios!


then after the play, we all just sat at the void deck which was already super late, and played ridiculous games like BLOODY KNUCKLES! so fun hahah first time i learn haha, but must play with crazy people, then fun, i can totally picture playing it with ZIJIAN! omg, i'll just die. amandal is just high! she was like AHhh whoooo! the whole night! lol energy man, u gotta share it, u got too much!lol then after that we went holland to eat. and on the way to the bus stop, we saw.................

OMG! super nice! the picture may not look nice la, but on the spot ah, at that moment, its super nice!

i feel so noob, after jm went home, i took the mrt with renee dayna amandal and sherrie and we were talking about stuff then suddenly the topic was dunno where and i said that tonite was onli the 3rd time in my life i've been to holland v and they were like :O and then they asked me if i have ever been to ben and jerrys or even eaten, and i said no, and i said i've onli been to swensens once in my life, and they were like :O LOL and i was like sec 4 after school i everyday go straight home! LOL seriously no life man. i bet nobody has ever met such a pure and innocent guy like me! come on man, nowadays where got guys so guai one! ownage man! guai is the new cool! FIERCE!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

sunday

today is sunday, okay first things first, all who know about what is going on with dina's family, please pray for them, i urge you, its times like this we can stand up and show that we as brothers and sisters of christ really care. for those who dunno, still pray, pray for peace to be upon the family, pray for the healing of their father uncle derek and pray for strength for the 3 children and the mother.





trust in the Lord, his ways are higher than ours.








okay today was a moderately alrite day, not exciting, not amazingly boring, just okay, alrite. i woke up at 7.50 when i was supposed to be in church at 7.50. lol my head was throbbing like CRAZY, i was super tired, cld barely get off my bed but i knew i had duty so had to force myself up and go church. not that i didnt want, but i cld wake up 30 mins later if i had no duty! lol not that i mind anyway, serving God is a privilege! :D this is how the sanctuary looks from the AV room! lol this is 2nd service so i had already heard the entire sermon once, so i was just chilling! :D

me being bored!


Lol what a face! this is samkhoo, youth leader in ywav and cell leader of excons! checking out the matching pipes!



After second service, i went with yam, jen, liesel and afew others to eat lunch at margaret drive.


Liesel and jenisse, both my frens, guess what they have in common, besides wols ness? they're both 1.2m tall! LOL.


the second 1.2m girl's sister ^

one of my best buddies! i like her she dun like me! :( LOL kidding, this is my closest female fren! she's like a guy really, dun be decieved by her looks! LOL!

after that went for precepts course and i was half dead, so tired so yam lejon and i left at teabreak, i almost died man! gosh, lucky go home sleep afternoon nap, if nt i sure collapse one. lol! then woke up for dinner, look at my dinner! my dad cooked it! SO YUMMY LICIOUS! i also noe how, my dad teach me, its home made sauce leh! not the instant one, so good rite! LOL.




you are the everlasting God
the everlasting God
you do not faint
you wont grow weary.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

LOOK AT THIS RIDICULOUS CONVO BETWEEN JOYCE AND AMANDAL! HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!





FATS- ( detox anyone ? ) says:
come lets play
FATS- ( detox anyone ? ) says:
ok bai zi ma
FATS- ( detox anyone ? ) says:
wah wah
FATS- ( detox anyone ? ) says:
ur turn
...that makes me whole, i will worship! says:
joyce turn
♥Joyce so I lay my head back down says:
okay
♥Joyce so I lay my head back down says:
erm
♥Joyce so I lay my head back down says:
huizima
♥Joyce so I lay my head back down says:
wahwah
FATS- ( detox anyone ? ) says:
no its
FATS- ( detox anyone ? ) says:
huizimah wa only

why?

i havent been updating for the previous few days because i've either been too lazy, or talking on msn too long thus too distracted to blog so since i have these few mins free, i'll blog now before dinnering.


okay the past few days have been okay, not EXHILARATING, but quite exciting and fun, and eventful though. lol though i will not be blogging about the most eventful events! okay lets start with wednesday cross country.


it started after school, and it ended.

okay then i went with joy and abel to clementi ntuc to buy valentines day stuff.then we went home.

THEN, valentines day, i was quite shocked really, in fairfield, or at least among the guys, valentines day is INSIGNIFICANT, we dun give a hoot and it doesnt exist in our calendar, ALL 4 years, i FORGOT about valentines day, thats how pathetic it was in fairfield. but in ac, its just omg-ly huge and everybody is giving presents and its such a big deal, omg, there was even a party after school organised by the student council for the whole school which i didnt go to because i went to watch movie.



anyway in the morning when i went to the hall, there were balloons everywhere and everyone was just running here and there giving presents. its just HUGE in ac. crazy man. and thank you to all those people who gave me stuff! alot of really great stuff. special thanks to jenisse amandal and su ann, thank you thank you! (all my fans) LOL joking, seriously joking ya!



so after school, joanne, suann, amandal and i went to watch ps i love you, and seres-ly, the movie is horrible, newspaper give 4 stars, i gave 1/4 STAR gosh. ridiculous. there are 3 main guys in the movie and all 3 guys are gay. and the story line. is just crap. and ridiculous. and nonsensical. its just RUBBISH. so for those who plan to watch it. DONT. then after that we went to mos burger. and that was the first time in my life i went to mos burger. and they were like :O noob! then we just talked and talked and talked then i went home.





okay friday i played basketball with ian's class, which coincidentally is zijian's class which coincidentally is samson's class. and so on so forth, i noe half the class already. lol really great people, "ernest", beverly, zhi hao, harsha, janice, john, so on so forth, really really friendly and nice people. of course, not to miss out zijian the man, ian the gay and samson the BOMB. LOL just kidding ian, u rock. so we played basketball and it was really a superb time, i havent felt so good in such a long time, since coming to AC, i have not played a game of leisure soccer ONCE, not even once. i cant believe it. basketball i still play with bert and yam la, but im totally deprived of games in AC man, but thats cos i didnt join a sports cca. but whatever!


then after that i for CF, my FIRST CF session this year, cos i was sick last week. anyway it was a really meaningful time of learning from rick warren's video of the series of 40 days of community. great people here and there, really warm atmosphere. of course the sharings arent as heart felt as can be cos we barely know each other, but i did put in the effort to be sincere and honest and open about what i shared, so it was a really great time. then after that we had dinner.


then after that we just sat and talked for SOOOO long, janice joyce, joanne, jc then after that joanne left and we were joined by gong. great great day! but i was so tired at night. i reached home around 9.40, then i had to prepare for splash, i hadnt really written stuff down even though i knew for sure what i was gonna share like 2 weeks before already. then i had to prepare the powerpoint slides for the adult worship rehearsal on saturday which is today at 10.00am wah i was so tired man.


i woke up in the morning and rushed to church for the rehearsal then after that grabbed a quick lunch bite and went back to church for splash and youth. tiring tiring, but meaningful! im so glad God brought me back. so glad. i almost went down a route i didnt recognise i could possibly walk down. PRAISE THE LORD!



why does he have to speak like that? why does he have to think like that? how childish can a 22 year old speak? ridciulous. speeches of how others are 2 faced, COME on, freaking look in the mirror. it freaking pains my heart to hear him speak like that. seriously. i totally love him, and i wldnt ask for anyone else to be in his place but why did things have to turn out this way. the way i look at it, its just utter hot headedness, pride and rash behaviour. what is ur focus in life? do u even HAVE a life?? God please help him.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

okay u see the song on my blog? like it? u see the links below?(onli for those ppl i rmbed to link! LOL if you want me to link you please tell me, anyway elisse, i forgot what ur blog is)


they were all done by ng jingming! the hunk! the hottie! the one in a million pottie! jingming jingming! your so funny! u make me cranky! jingming jingming your so friendly, you are honey! whooooo!!!!!


boring!

im so distracted! lol what is on my mind these days. school is fun... and fun.... starting to feel like everyday is the same, im just talking nonsense and playing afool, not even doing anything properly. sigh. lol but its still fun. aiyah, i feel sian. BORING. anyway, some photos here.
this was taken super super long ago but i realised i never posted any pictures of my class up so here it is! wonderful 1SA4!

my beloved CELL JAM! JESUS AND ME! :)

Sunday, February 10, 2008

God bring me back.

i gotta admit it, my walk is so off, so really really off. today sermon was by pastor eric and the topic was the pursuit of "happyness", its actually named after the will smith movie but it was a really impactful, sweet and good sermon. and i was thinking about everything he said, about the concept of happiness is having God as the centre and focus of our lives, progressively growing closer to him each day. happiness is the PROCESS, not the product. and i was thinking bout all that.

and i realised it was totally true, from the day i converted at the end of sec 2, im j1 now, my life has totally changed, i've never been the same from then on, my heart has been light, my life carefree, its just a different ball game altogether when God is on ur side, in the pursuit of happyness. its a race ur bound to win, its UNFAIR to have God on ur side. lol. but its a sweet thing. and i thank God i experienced him and met him, i cld have easily gone down the other path after what happened in my life that year. But yet, after all that God has done for me, and everybody for that matter, we still behave in disgraceful manners. Me espacially, i dun understand why is it so hard to just focus and let the distractions just past, why do i waver SO EASILY? ridiculous. and these words " shit, freak, damn, what the hell, screwed up " why cant they disappear from my vocab? why am i so disgraceful???

God is so compassionate, i have this analogy of the death of Jesus.

imagine urself, theres this arch enemy of urs, and he humiliates you, backstabs you, laughs and you, turns all ur best frens against you, and makes a fool of you, then he spits at you, and disgraces ur name everywhere he goes. And you go up to him and say u'll always be his fren and you'll always be there for him, and you love him, and u seriously mean everything u say. HOW is that possible? wldnt u want to kill that person already? but jesus did all that and more, HE DIED for us. and up till today, we're still spitting at him, everytime i say what the hell, im spitting at him, everytime we gossip, we're spitting at him. If God is not merciful and compassionate, then what is he?

You know its so difficult to live a christian life, cos God's will regularly clashes with ours, but his will is always the better one just that we cant see it initially, but we struggle to understand what's his plan cos its so hard to just accept and move on. but i'll do it and i'll move on.

you know, everytime christians try to bring someone to christ, they will talk about all the good of christianity, benefits, feel good factors and stuff, im one such person, and often people dun accept the concept of this GOD, maybe THAT is the reason why! cos we onli talk about what so great about being a christian, if we dont tell them the struggles of being a christian, if we dont let them know what so meaningful about this life we're so passionate about living, then who's gonna accept christ. theres no such thing as a free lunch. with the exception of Christ's gift of eternity that is.

u noe, i always wondered why people like my grandmama and other frens, are so hard up on not being a christian, i mean whats the lost, u dun lose money or anything, why dun u just accept this concept of a God existing(because HE DOES) and just give God time to show you that he's real, no need to become some hardcore christian and go church every week and go for youth and read 2 hr bible everyday and stuff, you have NOTHING to lose! but i understand the ego problem, its precisely what made me openly proclaim i was a non christian from p5 to sec 2. but gosh, yall are missing out so much! but you know what! i still love yall! and God loves yall too! :) isnt God amazing, where wld i be without him? gotta focus, sweep away the distractions. focus focus focus.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

malaysia vist

i just came back from malaysia, revisiting my relatives, it was a crazy time of eating and mahjonging and its the first time everyone from my dad's side managed to gather altogether!




my cousins and i!






My family with granny!----------->
























i prefer this pic to the previous one --------------->












LOOK AT MY UNCLE LOL(blue shirt) what is he doing!! hahahaha these are my aunties and my uncle and dad.








MY COUSINS, some not inside though




Man in black! move aside! now comes men in black AND WHITE!

My mum is hip!------------------->
i always have to take so long to put up pictures! gosh so time consuming. GOODNITE!