check this out, i think many people would have watched this already, funny funny. my last post before i fly to thailand for mission trip tml, bye people! be back next monday night! :D

okay 4E ppl these are the details.


For acjc ppl, please give $80 to either
ME
JOYSIM or
NAT LEE(please contact any of us to give us the money asap)


For non acjc ppl who live in dover, give to
NAT LEE (contact him urself)


For JJ people please give to
CUIFEN



Nat will be away from the 2nd to 16th of june
I will be away from the 26th may to the 2nd of june

so dont contact us when we are away, ty.




i'll be in acjc during the first week of june, so please contact me to arrange an appointment if you want to give me the money.

PLEASE REMEMBER IF YOU WANT TO GO FOR FOUNDERS DAY I NEED TO BOOK something like NOW, so hurry stop shaking ur hairy(non hairy) legs and give me the money! LIKE NOW!

lol i really loved going home, i loved sleeping at home, i would rush home after the bell rang each day. why cant everyday be like that? parents do ridiculous things at times dont you think? and its not even to the children, too often its to each other. seryang said sth i totally think is true, the older we grow, the more childish we get.


look at the kids in the kindergarten, they are best frens FIVE seconds after they fight, look at the adults? need i say more.


just because they're older, supposedly wiser, supposedly more mature, does that make everything they do acceptable? what is the meaning of "i will do what i want to do" ? isnt that something a ridiculously immature 10 year old kid would say? Does being 50 mean you cannot listen to what teenagers say? that everything they say is words without wisdom? lol. out of respect i will not say get a life. too often i cant control.


God loves us all, yes he really does. even a grave sinner like me, oh he loves me yes he does!


moving on to stuff that actually matter, lol today was a great day oh oh yes it was, today is the official last "lessons" day of school, and phu like totally screamed at the end of econs lecture, totally understand the feeling babe. half a year of jc life, too be honest, aint all that sweet honey moon u'd always think when seniors say jc is best years of ur life, i half can understand la, but CCA really matters alot, it makes up 90% of the reasons why jc may be either the best OR worst years of ur education life.



today had volleyball, tang gave us another one of her weird talks, this time about how we dont LOOK like a proper team, omg, either she's weird, or.... she's darn weird. then we ran timed 2.4, and we have to do it every training, not that im complaining, but hey, talk about boring man.lol. but this training was one of our better trainings, i think overall the guys team(me included) still has horrible first recieve, but we're getting there, improving along the way, and the girls as well.

JIA YooU..

SEC 4E 2007

Sec 4E of 2007

this is an announcement for this year's founders day dinner.


when: 4th August
where: Swiss hotel
how much: $80 per person


OKAY GUYS YOU CAN START GIVING ME $80 already.

if you are not from acjc, try to pass to someone who stays in dover or sth, please coordinate and pass me ur share of $80, if i dont recieve your portion or at least a notification from you by the end of june, i will assume you are not sitting with the class and i will book the seats already.


PLEASE SPREAD THE MESSAGE TO THOSE WHO DO NOT COME ON MSN or YOU KNOW WILL NOT COME TO MY BLOG. THANK YOU.

check out this out. its a clip more bruce almighty, i just watched it, yes i know im ultra slow, but the movie is darn nice, and i think everyone shld watch it.

this clip above shows bruce complaining after everything in his life is going awry, loses his job, bad luck everyday, car damaged, beaten up by thugs. at the end of the video, his pager rings and the number is actually God paging him(i dunno whats the link with the number lol.) and he says "dont know who you are, and even if i do , i wldnt call"

it shows how often we think we are making the first step trying to talk to God and how we think we are listening, but how often we really arent, and God's the one making the effort, not us.how relevant it is to so many of us nowadays.

listen to my new blog song, its titled, What if God was one of us, by joan osburne, its a really nice song and its also one of the theme songs from Bruce almighty. the following is the chorus from the song.

What if God was one of us?

Just a slob like one of usJust a stranger on the bus

Trying to make his way home

Just trying to make his way home

Back up to Heaven all alone

Nobody callin' on the phonecept for the Pope maybe in Rome

i think its a meaningful song, can u imagine sitting beside God in the bus and not even knowing it? haha all the non christians reading this post and have read up till this point, i applaude you, if im a non believer i wld find all this boring crap. but just listen abit, just imagine a God really does exist, you may not believe he saved ur life and all that cliched stuff, but imagine sitting beside the one who created the world, in bus 196, or 91 or whatever. how cool is that?

renew, empower, run like we've never run before, run past the finish line.

good mood.

good day. minor things cannot spoil my mood. math test is minor.....

ahhhhhhh stupid math test totally screwed up my day.

the weather today was just fine! just wonderful, it was so great. until it STOPPED raining. lol.

then we had to train! :O somehow i just didnt want to train today, have to run 2.4 summore. but somehow today's training is the one i have enjoyed the most in a uber super long time. God really does work in weird ways.

now i know why they say ACJC is the best THREE years of ur life. people do funny things in lessons. check out the tables.

mitchell and i played chess in the library during our break and there was one black and one white piece missing in the chess set so we took another piece from another set. lol looks cool.

do u ever regret? do you ever look back and say what might have been? the happiest people in life never turn back and look at the road they chose not to walk down. they look ahead at the road they've chosen. never will i look back. God's plan is absolute.

my my do i thank God i made a friend like jerome. Pastor eric spoke about trust last week, he said trust is when you know throughout the week, this particular person is praying for you, and when someone asks you if that person is praying for you, you can say with assurance that he is. thats what trust is. and a true friendship, a lasting and non-circumstance dictated friendship, must have trust. :) thanks jerome.

where are the fine lines between apathy, faith, and overdependence on oneself?

darn am i in a good mood or what. sleep does wonders for the mood! today i flew home after school and i slept from 6 to 8.30. whoooooooo. i love sleep. yes i really really do.


anyway these few days is getting from eventless, to extremely eventless and there really is nothing to talk about. tsk tsk. this is the 2nd last week of school, next week monday holiday and friday halfday and then next next monday flying off to chiangrai for mission trip. oh boy, am i excited or what.



oh yesterday had volleyball training. xiong sia. coach has finally decided i shld be setter, and my setter, you can probably imagine, is worse than.... my physics. AH u can imagine cant you. :O lol but i dont care already la, just train lor. this means i will no longer be able to spike from now on. you know how sad that is, all the days of dreaming about me spiking nanyang to zimbabwe. lol chicken nugget banana.



i think my devotional yesterday was darn cool, i think God's been like totally talking to me these past few days, like alot of the devotionals just smack me in the face. yesterday's one was about whether we worship God or the habits we have developed while worshipping God.



For example, lets say we always do quiet time at night, then one night we come home late and we decide not to do it anymore. thats worshipping the HABIT not God. cool ah, we shld adapt and like do it anytime of the day or sth to make sure we are able to walk close to God. darn cool right. okay i have no idea what i just typed. LOL.



i think school is super boring. why did i not feel this way in fairfield? sian leh, sian like MAD leh. my personality profile says that physical activities do wonders to help me not feel bored, thats probably why im always feeling so bored cos i dont get to do much physical stuff, like play with friends and stuff. i miss those days where we just play soccer after school and stuff, and play like every week and stuff. sigh sigh. fun days those were.lol



LIFE IS GREAT. i really mean it.
God's always in charge.

i always find talks with liesel positively refreshing. :D


today, i believe i have gotten myself back on track. rearranged my life's piorities. im alive and kicking! these far few weeks have been messed up for me on a spiritual context. and im talking real messed up. but as always, God never lets go, and sooner or later, ur always gonna realise who ur real best friend is.



i cant be bothered about alot anymore. i have a hunch alot of things are gonna happen soon, good or bad, i dont really know, but im bracing myself for God's work in my life. "lick lick" how exciting. :D



today i wasted the saddest 8 bucks i have ever wasted in my life. ac concerts are just downright dumb. i have no idea why i went for "Ac's got talent". on the flipside, i'd say it was a good night of socialising and making friends and stuff. afterall, i did go home everyday after school last year for an afternoon nap. time to start collecting memories for 20 years down the road! lol what better way to do that than to stay back till 10 in school every alternate day.(volleyball training included).



love is not an end product. its a journey, and its a darn hard journey.

this shall be a random, full of nonsense post.
i got the above two pictures from the school library, apparently some students were doing research of some science project or sth, either way, i think the pictures are really cool. can u imagine a barking bird. like whoa. stylo. tho its obviously photoshop. i have to type that in case some people really think i am dumb enough to REALLY THINK the pictures are real. tsk.( no i am not thinking of vanessa ) lol.
this com comes from one of the com labs in my sch, the keyboard is so cool, its skinny like honey. hot like barbie.
this is the coolest thing i've seen all week other than my reflection in the mirror. it was flying around my house and my "_________"(fill in whatever you want) sister was screaming for 10 minutes and i was totally pissed off cos its just a small little.... hmm insect? worm with wings i'd like to call it. but i think its really cute, the body is soft and wriggly cos my mum caught it and put a cover over it and i was using the cover to press it and squeeze it so see if it was hard. i wonder what it is. maybe a new hybrid, maybe a wormcroach. cool....
Oh! look at what i found, this picture i made using notepad and coloured using mspaint when i was sec 2, miraculously full of passion and time, sadly void of brains and God and amazingly desperate. lol.why do i feel this pull, yet with no specific directions, who am i supposed to look at?
people always make mistakes, sometimes these mistakes lead to oneself being embarrassed, sometimes these mistakes lead to greater implications, unseen implications, but far more eternal, far more important. when you make these kind of mistakes, shld the first thing you do, be to correct them, or to repent and not make the same mistake ever again?
God is gracious. He forgives. sorry father in heaven, help me rise up again.amen.

thank you thank you for all the gracious comments.

school is getting more and more fast paced now, more and more tiring, this is what i call life man! so exciting! :D all the tests and work are starting to pile in! lol. when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! BUT im like so not tough. gg.............lol.


these few days, my mood has been very good, but everything esle bad. hahaha, i cant wait for holidays to come, for us to be able to actually lie on our bed one whole darn day and not get up. how exciting. lol.


God has been teaching me alot recently, patience heads em all. my patience recently has been so thhhiiiiiiinnnnnnnnn, like mitchell! HHAA dun cry handsome boy. im really bored and i have nothing to blog. haha my life is the most boring ever. haha sam, ur not alone! :D



volleyball has started again. haha somehow, i've lost the drive and will to win. i just feel like chilling out, playing, relax, i dun feel that fire, noe what i mean. lol hopefully if i get better, the feeling will come along. haha now is like so leisure, in a way. and no seryang, you are NOT gonna quit u pangsai boy.

i need to talk.haha where oh where are you?

im bored. yes. very bored. where are you? do i know you? or have i simply not noticed you?

pride was in our hearts before we were born
you cant remove it, its a cause forlorn

fed like a drug, it fills you up like a jug
feels like the greatest satisfaction
but its just the fastest path to destruction

theres a saying pride comes before a fall
but theres a preceding walk through a grand hall
magnificent and beautiful, a sight to behold
applause and recognition, u dont want to let go

then ur ushered out of the hall, the doors are closed
pain amidst loneliness, all because of what u chose
darkness engulfs you, the dreadful after effects
our heads lifted high, we often forget our countless defects

pride is the devil's greatest tool
at the end of the day, we all have a choice
we dont have to fall into temptation pool
rejecting it allows us to rejoice


i was just thinking about pride so i wrote this poem, lol i know its abit screwed up, im tired okay. lol but yeah i wrote it because i was wondering why humans are so proudful. take me for example, 90% of the hurts in my life have come as a result of me being prideful, when ur proud, ur fall is ultimately alot more painful than a normal setback or obstacle in ur way, dont you think so? lol.


wouldnt it be good if we cld have no pride? but no pride is also a bad thing, imagine if u have no pride, no dignity, u wldnt care about urself, like u cant stand up for urself kinda thing. so its so weird dont you think? no pride or pride, also bad. lol. might as well dig a hole in the ground and hide. lol.


pride is like fuel, people's comments are like sparks, when they meet, all there exists is destruction and hurt, when a person's pride gets hurt, not only does he experience self destruction, he also wld tend to hurt the people around, as a means to make oneself feel better by taking revenge etc. so at the end of the day, pride is just a screwed up thing, but it also helps people stand up for what they believe in.


lol this world... is a funny world. but life is still great anyway. :)

dont even THINK about asking me why the sudden randomness of post topic.Lol.

today is really a great day!

today i really enjoyed myself so much, barring the button of my trousers coming out (yes i know no one in my class knew about it! im so good at concealing!) and my screwed up napfa, everything esle today was just really good!


okay honestly? i think like nothing was good? lol except CF! omg, im starting to enjoy cf more and more each week i'm able to attend, last week was just a fantastic time, this week was even better! talking to my frens, just hanging around, to be honest, the happiest times i feel in sch these days, is when im with cf-ers! CF all the way!


today in cf, it was just amazing, this is what i mean by fellowship, not small talk, not lame talk, but true enjoyment of one another's company, now thats what i mean by being with friends! sigh theres nothing more i can say, im just a happy man this day. omg that rhymed. hahahah


aint it amazing how some things just seem to click, when you give ur life to God? and when u go off track, isnt it facinating the ways he can talk to you? :)

CONGRATS JEROME FOR GETTING INTO THE TEAM, dont be a lazy bump like u were in fairfield. lol.

thank you God for bringing me back into ur house.

today is labour day so we had a day off from school! but instead of resting, i got myself EVEN more tired. but its a darn fun day man.

went out with alex yan jerome and the whole gang to play soccer at telok blangah. really great to meet up with them again. woke up at 8am, went to eat long john silvers breakfast with yam, still as tasty as ever. YUM. then went to telok blangah, play until kenna sun burn! shiok! i love those guys man, i really miss secondary school times when we cld just go play soccer after school and stuff, i kinda regret always going home to sleep, shld have spent more time with my frens and all! :D grr!

my shoulder from the top view! lol look at the sun burn!

after playing, we ended around 2 plus minus, then went to watch IRON MAN at lido at orchard, its not bad a movie, but its not that fantastic either. the person playing tony start is so good la. lol all the sarcasm and stuff, darn funny stuffs. GREAT DAY.

today is also ganesh's birthday, happy birthday ganesh! our class gave him a table soccer table...lol... for his birthday, its actually meant for 3 to 4 year old kids, but it looks good anyway. hahahah