you know what scares me the most? its my ability to be anybody i want, anytime i want, anywhere i want. its scary. its really really scary. and you know whats worse? whats worse is that i regret after everything happens. i regret being the person i was, i regret doing what i did and saying what i did. and the WORST part is. while im in that "mode", im enjoying myself. scary.
2009 has arguably been the most eventful year of my life. in both the bad and good terms. and the major event is still 5 months away. i cant wait. 2009. what a year. scary.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
interesting.......
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
The Lord Reigns!
today was an amazing day. i woke up with a resolution, that i have screwed up my life enough and i wanna make the best use of it from now on to glorify God, i think i have let God down long enough and it really is time to wake up.
i woke up at 9am and for the first time in my jc life, i did work on a saturday morning, not just afew questions, i did 2 essays and my chem weekend homework. on saturday MORNING. thats more than i have done on a full saturday, in the past 1 year and 3 months. yeah, im still in shock.
then i went to church for youth, when i went into worship, my heart was stone-cold and i had no desire to be there whatsoever. singing cheery worship songs that require to clap and sway. and i was thinking, im so not in the mood for all these, but then i thought back about how in the past, when my walk was off alittle and i didnt feel like doing quiet time and that kinda stuff, i'll just let it pile up and my walk would turn horrendously wrong, so i just pushed myself and forced myself to focus on God.and i started singing, and before long i was crying.
during the verse "when the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with you above the storm..." there was a crazy crazy thunder storm outside and the thunder was really really load, i just couldnt storm crying, it was as if God was talking to me, i just couldnt hold my emotions back. and im really glad that was the case.
after youth, i went to have dinner with lejon, and we had such a great talk, its amazing to have friends like him who is somewhat like an older brother to me. the things he say at times just fill me with awe at how mature a christian he is and how much i have to learn from him. but all Glory be to God.
after coming home, i ate dinner and napped awhile cos i was really tired, then i finished my KI long essay which i had been procrastinating for a long time. but that was after i did quiet time.
What is deemed a failure/obstacle by the world, was meant as a stepping stone for us by God.
is that not true?
Romans 8:37 In all these things, we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.
God is really gracious. vulgarities have recently entered by life little by little because of how competitive and hot-tempered i am, so during volleyball trainings, i really cannot take it, even though i mouth it under my breath, it has become more and more prominent. but still God is willing to hold me close and forgive me.
I really think i have been wasting the past 17 years of my life slacking and TRYING to enjoy life when really all i have been doing, is messing myself up. Thank God i have awaken, and hopefully i stay awake for the rest of my life.
Dear Heavenly Father,
i thank You for constantly being there to watch over me and always forgiving me and holding me tight even though i let go off You for the things that dont matter. I pray that you will help me to change my ways and make me a disciple that glorifies and honours Your name. I thank You for the friends You have placed around me to remind me of my faults and my shortcomings. i pray that You will use me for Your great purpose in Your kingdom and You will guide me to do everything according to Your will. i continue to pray for my friends and family that You will bless them and raise them up that we can all glorify Your magnificent name.
All these i pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
I am awake.
i woke up at 9am and for the first time in my jc life, i did work on a saturday morning, not just afew questions, i did 2 essays and my chem weekend homework. on saturday MORNING. thats more than i have done on a full saturday, in the past 1 year and 3 months. yeah, im still in shock.
then i went to church for youth, when i went into worship, my heart was stone-cold and i had no desire to be there whatsoever. singing cheery worship songs that require to clap and sway. and i was thinking, im so not in the mood for all these, but then i thought back about how in the past, when my walk was off alittle and i didnt feel like doing quiet time and that kinda stuff, i'll just let it pile up and my walk would turn horrendously wrong, so i just pushed myself and forced myself to focus on God.and i started singing, and before long i was crying.
during the verse "when the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with you above the storm..." there was a crazy crazy thunder storm outside and the thunder was really really load, i just couldnt storm crying, it was as if God was talking to me, i just couldnt hold my emotions back. and im really glad that was the case.
after youth, i went to have dinner with lejon, and we had such a great talk, its amazing to have friends like him who is somewhat like an older brother to me. the things he say at times just fill me with awe at how mature a christian he is and how much i have to learn from him. but all Glory be to God.
after coming home, i ate dinner and napped awhile cos i was really tired, then i finished my KI long essay which i had been procrastinating for a long time. but that was after i did quiet time.
What is deemed a failure/obstacle by the world, was meant as a stepping stone for us by God.
is that not true?
Romans 8:37 In all these things, we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.
God is really gracious. vulgarities have recently entered by life little by little because of how competitive and hot-tempered i am, so during volleyball trainings, i really cannot take it, even though i mouth it under my breath, it has become more and more prominent. but still God is willing to hold me close and forgive me.
I really think i have been wasting the past 17 years of my life slacking and TRYING to enjoy life when really all i have been doing, is messing myself up. Thank God i have awaken, and hopefully i stay awake for the rest of my life.
Dear Heavenly Father,
i thank You for constantly being there to watch over me and always forgiving me and holding me tight even though i let go off You for the things that dont matter. I pray that you will help me to change my ways and make me a disciple that glorifies and honours Your name. I thank You for the friends You have placed around me to remind me of my faults and my shortcomings. i pray that You will use me for Your great purpose in Your kingdom and You will guide me to do everything according to Your will. i continue to pray for my friends and family that You will bless them and raise them up that we can all glorify Your magnificent name.
All these i pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
I am awake.
Monday, March 2, 2009
relax people, lol im not dying of sadness, but thanks for the concern people :) I am Caleb! Cool And Loving, Enthusiastic boy! i really move on fast people, so relax, its not as bad as it might sound, you know the whole deal about how written words simply cannot portray the emotions of a human! lol.
anyway im floating now, with no specific direction, i seem to be waiting for something, but i dunno what in particular. lol im cool with my current mode. no events, no activities, nothing spectacular, just relaxing and enjoying what free time i can get, which is like no free time. LOL.
Singing Jesus i love you, oh yes i really do, like the air that i breathe, you are everything to me! ooooohhhhhh.....! :D
jerome, catch up soon yo, after my exams are over, stay alive before we meet up! lol. :D:D
bestie says give up. others say continue to push on. what do i say?
anyway im floating now, with no specific direction, i seem to be waiting for something, but i dunno what in particular. lol im cool with my current mode. no events, no activities, nothing spectacular, just relaxing and enjoying what free time i can get, which is like no free time. LOL.
Singing Jesus i love you, oh yes i really do, like the air that i breathe, you are everything to me! ooooohhhhhh.....! :D
jerome, catch up soon yo, after my exams are over, stay alive before we meet up! lol. :D:D
bestie says give up. others say continue to push on. what do i say?
Friday, February 27, 2009
pictures of you pictures of me
so much has been happening. its getting tougher and tougher to keep up with the emotional load that comes with being a teenager, im finding myself more and more confused at things i thought i was once in control of, i find myself experiencing "split personality" when im an entirely different person at different times, i wouldnt say a hypocrite, my values remain the same, i know what i must and must not do, but im just a DIFFERENT person. different in personality, but my character remains the same.
yet at the same time i know my character is degrading, things are moving at such a speed i find myself lacking the time to sit down and re-evaluate everything that has been going on, and what are my piorities in life.i feel like i've been wasting my day. just a couple of days ago when i was walking home, i just started wondering to myself "i wanna go out tml" and i looked thru my phone contacts and i started thinking about people i could ask and i came up with no names. lol i know i have 2 or 3 true friends in my life. but other than that, i almost have no "close friends". lol its quite sad actually.
jasmine from my class said im a floater, and its so true eh, i so totally agree with it. and she asked me why, if it was like past experience and stuff, and that actually hit a raw nerve, i dunno if it really is because of past experience or what not, but i never did really think about it that way, i always thought i was just trying to make more friends and have fun, after all. but the past experience thing actually got me thinking. maybe its true. the phrase "dont put all ur eggs in one basket" just became extreme.
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Today was ACS 123rd founders day, went to school in the morning, had service , prize presentation all that nonsense, ended quite early, right after we unveiled the SMILEY! :D "we" being the student council, guests of honour, OGLS and student leaders. it was quite cool being with the OGLS again. still will never forget orientation. we said hi for probably the 6th or 7th time since last week. i was actually serious about it, but after what i heard, im still serious about it, im seriously considering giving up. i wldnt say "giving up", i think thats an inappropriate phrase, but i doubt anything required this amount of effort if it were really mutual, im so tired im almost burnt out. i really dont understand what went on, i just hope that one day u'll tell me everything, everything that went on in ur mind, maybe it'll be too late, but better late than never.
i wanna slow down already, im feeling very tired, i just wanna stay at home away from crowds, away from you, just to think about whats been going on, just to take a break and get my life back on track. i know you'll probably never read any of this, lol, all the better then.
if friday the 13th TRAUMATISED you, i would have appreciated it if you told me. straight in the face.
yet at the same time i know my character is degrading, things are moving at such a speed i find myself lacking the time to sit down and re-evaluate everything that has been going on, and what are my piorities in life.i feel like i've been wasting my day. just a couple of days ago when i was walking home, i just started wondering to myself "i wanna go out tml" and i looked thru my phone contacts and i started thinking about people i could ask and i came up with no names. lol i know i have 2 or 3 true friends in my life. but other than that, i almost have no "close friends". lol its quite sad actually.
jasmine from my class said im a floater, and its so true eh, i so totally agree with it. and she asked me why, if it was like past experience and stuff, and that actually hit a raw nerve, i dunno if it really is because of past experience or what not, but i never did really think about it that way, i always thought i was just trying to make more friends and have fun, after all. but the past experience thing actually got me thinking. maybe its true. the phrase "dont put all ur eggs in one basket" just became extreme.
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Today was ACS 123rd founders day, went to school in the morning, had service , prize presentation all that nonsense, ended quite early, right after we unveiled the SMILEY! :D "we" being the student council, guests of honour, OGLS and student leaders. it was quite cool being with the OGLS again. still will never forget orientation. we said hi for probably the 6th or 7th time since last week. i was actually serious about it, but after what i heard, im still serious about it, im seriously considering giving up. i wldnt say "giving up", i think thats an inappropriate phrase, but i doubt anything required this amount of effort if it were really mutual, im so tired im almost burnt out. i really dont understand what went on, i just hope that one day u'll tell me everything, everything that went on in ur mind, maybe it'll be too late, but better late than never.
i wanna slow down already, im feeling very tired, i just wanna stay at home away from crowds, away from you, just to think about whats been going on, just to take a break and get my life back on track. i know you'll probably never read any of this, lol, all the better then.
if friday the 13th TRAUMATISED you, i would have appreciated it if you told me. straight in the face.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The best week of my school life.
the past 2 weeks have really been a crazy time, and if i may say, the best 2 weeks of my life in jc so far, in fact, i'd go as far as to say my best time in school in... as far as i can remember?? lol the last 2 weeks have been focused mainly on orientation 09 and i must admit my decision to apply to be an ogl has turned out to be one of the best decisions i've ever made, i will never forget my experience as an OGL, and call it brainwashed if u want, but i really think i love AC now! :D
the past week was orientation 09, monday to thursday being games, friday OGLs had to go back for lessons while J1s had mock lectures then at night was campfire!!! :DD Mrs Chan, our principal gave OGLS the following monday off, like a holiday for our contribution to the school and alot of us went out to watch movie and stuff. man the past week has really been a blast man. i love my OG ARAGORN!! they're all super fun people man. even though they took quite a while to warm up to each other, thats typically of all j1s, but im really glad they grew together! ARAGORN SMACK THAT! :D :D :D :D
now that orientation is over, and lessons have started again, something inside me just feels amiss, its like our the best one week in my school life, i need to go back to studying, to catching up for 5 days of lessons missed. even though orientation was tiring and EXTREMELY stressful to the body, i will never exchange it for anything. the OGL friends i've made, the bonding i had with my OG, the times the OGLS spent early at 6am in the morning and late at 12.30am in the morning hahaha..., those were unforgetable times, my only hope is that we will stay together with this common experience at the back of our head. AC OGL 09, LIVE THE LEGACY!
pictures are all in facebook, LOTS OF EM! Once an OGL, Always an OGL!
the past week was orientation 09, monday to thursday being games, friday OGLs had to go back for lessons while J1s had mock lectures then at night was campfire!!! :DD Mrs Chan, our principal gave OGLS the following monday off, like a holiday for our contribution to the school and alot of us went out to watch movie and stuff. man the past week has really been a blast man. i love my OG ARAGORN!! they're all super fun people man. even though they took quite a while to warm up to each other, thats typically of all j1s, but im really glad they grew together! ARAGORN SMACK THAT! :D :D :D :D
now that orientation is over, and lessons have started again, something inside me just feels amiss, its like our the best one week in my school life, i need to go back to studying, to catching up for 5 days of lessons missed. even though orientation was tiring and EXTREMELY stressful to the body, i will never exchange it for anything. the OGL friends i've made, the bonding i had with my OG, the times the OGLS spent early at 6am in the morning and late at 12.30am in the morning hahaha..., those were unforgetable times, my only hope is that we will stay together with this common experience at the back of our head. AC OGL 09, LIVE THE LEGACY!
pictures are all in facebook, LOTS OF EM! Once an OGL, Always an OGL!
Monday, January 19, 2009
haha not updated for awhile, i think i've started the school term on a good note, a much better note than the previous years, God is really good, i guess the reason why i'm feeling so good in school is directly related to how im keeping my walk on track during this period of time, quiet time is just too essential, so is prayer, just gotta keep it up, God never forsakes.
been very busy during this period of time, alot of school stuff, training 3 times a week, OGL training and stuff, i must say i enjoy my clan, CRUSADERS, its honestly tiring to be all high energy and stuff as much as people say im a crazy person. lol even my mind and body has its limits. but i really enjoy the company of my clan OGLS, crusaders all the way!
volleyball team, you know what? we're starting to train like we actually know how to play volleyball, lol its been almost a year, less than a year la , 7, 8 months, and finally our trainings starting to look decent, like we're actually a VOLLEYBALL team. haha God is good, this is why we pray every training, he'll bless and when he does, you wont even know it till the blessings overflow.
things are cool now, church is as always with the accountability group thingy, honestly im not all optimistic about it, but God will reveal in his own timing what his purpose is, things always work out. thats my motto. ;) nothing much i can say really, not many updates to update, lol sorry jerome. my life is scandal free.
been very busy during this period of time, alot of school stuff, training 3 times a week, OGL training and stuff, i must say i enjoy my clan, CRUSADERS, its honestly tiring to be all high energy and stuff as much as people say im a crazy person. lol even my mind and body has its limits. but i really enjoy the company of my clan OGLS, crusaders all the way!
volleyball team, you know what? we're starting to train like we actually know how to play volleyball, lol its been almost a year, less than a year la , 7, 8 months, and finally our trainings starting to look decent, like we're actually a VOLLEYBALL team. haha God is good, this is why we pray every training, he'll bless and when he does, you wont even know it till the blessings overflow.
things are cool now, church is as always with the accountability group thingy, honestly im not all optimistic about it, but God will reveal in his own timing what his purpose is, things always work out. thats my motto. ;) nothing much i can say really, not many updates to update, lol sorry jerome. my life is scandal free.
Friday, January 9, 2009
after the horrid past few weeks, been thinking and trying to get my walk with God back on track, been doing my quiet time and meditating not just reading and rushing off, and its true that God really doesnt turn his back on those that want to seek him or turn away from wrong ways to want to come back to him. its really true :)
anyway wednesday thursday and today, 3 days of ogl camp(day camp) 8am to 8pm but all 3 days end at different timings, all earlier than stated, but still extremely tiring, it really kills you man, but at the end of the day everyone's still screaming and jumping, i guess its really a choice, mind over body. ARE YOU TIRED? :)
ogl trng camp is fun the least to say, wldnt call it a blast cos im really tired, but if its one thing i wldnt miss the camp for, its the friendships that i've made, espacially with my clan mates, CRUSADERS! bout half of them or slightly more, were strangers to me before, but now we're friends, and its cool to make new friends, feels like a less intense version of CCAAB cos we're all sorta "leaders" anyway. and its cool la its cool, espacially today, after the camp ended we went to holland v for dinner and it was fun, it was good stuff. :)
anyway wednesday thursday and today, 3 days of ogl camp(day camp) 8am to 8pm but all 3 days end at different timings, all earlier than stated, but still extremely tiring, it really kills you man, but at the end of the day everyone's still screaming and jumping, i guess its really a choice, mind over body. ARE YOU TIRED? :)
ogl trng camp is fun the least to say, wldnt call it a blast cos im really tired, but if its one thing i wldnt miss the camp for, its the friendships that i've made, espacially with my clan mates, CRUSADERS! bout half of them or slightly more, were strangers to me before, but now we're friends, and its cool to make new friends, feels like a less intense version of CCAAB cos we're all sorta "leaders" anyway. and its cool la its cool, espacially today, after the camp ended we went to holland v for dinner and it was fun, it was good stuff. :)
verse of moment
As they make music they will sing,
All my fountains are in you.
Psalm 87:7
All our "sources of life" are in him.
Monday, January 5, 2009
you know ur having a bad run of luck in the past few weeks when
1. u fall of a bike and injure urself in sentosa
2. u drop ur phone while on a bike in sentosa 4 days later(and the phone spoils.)
3. u have arguments with 2 million people
4. ur parents slam you all of a sudden for something u've been doing since the beginning of time.
5. u get blisters while playing basketball when u never get blisters while playing barefooted since the beginning of time
6. u get splinters in ur hand from wooden CHOPSTICKS. ridiculous.
7. u get diarrheoa from eating pizza
8. if only the lakers lost to portland then i'd have another item to add to the list.
what i need now is a sabbatical. (hey living is hard work too!) like some 1 year away from people in isolation. how is it possible that i start every year in such an amazing manner, its almost as if God's talking to me like "hey most people are great starters and bad finishers, so im gonna make u different, ur gonna suck at starting so u'll finish with a bang!"
i'm obviously angsting. i hope 2009 doesnt last forever, cos im sure not optimistic. whoever reads this, pray for me.
i dunno where Caleb's gone.
1. u fall of a bike and injure urself in sentosa
2. u drop ur phone while on a bike in sentosa 4 days later(and the phone spoils.)
3. u have arguments with 2 million people
4. ur parents slam you all of a sudden for something u've been doing since the beginning of time.
5. u get blisters while playing basketball when u never get blisters while playing barefooted since the beginning of time
6. u get splinters in ur hand from wooden CHOPSTICKS. ridiculous.
7. u get diarrheoa from eating pizza
8. if only the lakers lost to portland then i'd have another item to add to the list.
what i need now is a sabbatical. (hey living is hard work too!) like some 1 year away from people in isolation. how is it possible that i start every year in such an amazing manner, its almost as if God's talking to me like "hey most people are great starters and bad finishers, so im gonna make u different, ur gonna suck at starting so u'll finish with a bang!"
i'm obviously angsting. i hope 2009 doesnt last forever, cos im sure not optimistic. whoever reads this, pray for me.
i dunno where Caleb's gone.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Happy new year!
one year has passed, grown alittle older, grown alittle taller, when u look back, u just cant believe u used to be THAT young.
yam came back to Singapore in the early afternoon so bert yam and i went to west mall to get vanessa's birthday present whose birthday is on the 31st decemebr. oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA! oh yeah i forgot to say, welcome back yam, as corny as it may sound, u were missed, greatly, so its great to have you back :)
on the way to westmall, jenisse said her mum didnt allow sleepover at her house anymore, we were originally planning that after youth leaders said no sleepover in church this year, i wasnt unhappy or anything, lol i was like okay, but jenisse was pissed man, so i can totally emphathise man. but anyway in the end, auntie phui fan lent us one of her multi houses that had no tenants to have our sleepover, it really was quite fun to be honest, more than 10 people, and we were just chilling and having fun man, a great way to spend new year really.
a couple of us spent the whole morning up and ended up sleeping around 7am, lol we slept till 11 and we went to tiong bahru plaza to eat lunch before going to play bball and going home again, pretty lazy to blog details because its quite late now, when i got home from auntie phui fan's house it was just in time for dinner, after dinner, i spent some time on the computer and i just konked out man, i woke up just awhile ago, the time now is 12.57am 2nd january, and im supposed to go sentosa with the guys today, ridiculously tiring, lets hope it all works out, after all, we're all growing older, these times together arent gonna last forever.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
on 31st december wednesday, qbc (my church) had watchnight service for people to give thanks and share about their lives as well as countdown to the new year. before the service at 8, my cia(cell) JAM had potluck dinner in church, it was quite fun la, and the food was good, i'll give that!yam came back to Singapore in the early afternoon so bert yam and i went to west mall to get vanessa's birthday present whose birthday is on the 31st decemebr. oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA! oh yeah i forgot to say, welcome back yam, as corny as it may sound, u were missed, greatly, so its great to have you back :)
on the way to westmall, jenisse said her mum didnt allow sleepover at her house anymore, we were originally planning that after youth leaders said no sleepover in church this year, i wasnt unhappy or anything, lol i was like okay, but jenisse was pissed man, so i can totally emphathise man. but anyway in the end, auntie phui fan lent us one of her multi houses that had no tenants to have our sleepover, it really was quite fun to be honest, more than 10 people, and we were just chilling and having fun man, a great way to spend new year really.
a couple of us spent the whole morning up and ended up sleeping around 7am, lol we slept till 11 and we went to tiong bahru plaza to eat lunch before going to play bball and going home again, pretty lazy to blog details because its quite late now, when i got home from auntie phui fan's house it was just in time for dinner, after dinner, i spent some time on the computer and i just konked out man, i woke up just awhile ago, the time now is 12.57am 2nd january, and im supposed to go sentosa with the guys today, ridiculously tiring, lets hope it all works out, after all, we're all growing older, these times together arent gonna last forever.
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