man, my class rocks. GO 1SA4! lol now i hope i can stay in AC. lol. my class is really super fun, today was a great day man, we were laughing in every single lesson and it was just such a blast being together with those guys. then during the contact time, our form cher mrs saw said she had nothing to do and asked us what we wanted to do and we were like giving names to each of us in this manner.
" eh u look like a cheryl, okay you're cheryl! eh you look like a tony, okay! ur tony! "
lol it was so funny and everyone ended up having a name, and my name is robin and mrs saw's name is Sally. hahahah wad a great 40 minutes those were. then we played concentration game with our new names and i ended up having to forfeit with jeslyn whose fake name is winnie. haha and we did the singles mass dance and obviously it was a screw up. lol but it was just so fun.
hmm other than that, today was a moderately normal day, after school ended i celebrated my OGL joleen's birthday with my OG and she was then lifted up by her class mates from j2 and thrown into the BIG rubbish bin. sick rite. thats how they celebrate birthdays in acjc, so the best thing is just keep a low profile and dun be popular then nobody will do anything to you. lol. and then they pushed the bin under this small place meant to store the bins, so joleen couldnt open the cover cos the concrete was blocking. damn sick la. lol anyway welcome to ac. hahah.
then after i left the school with jenisse julia rophi and laura and nicol and i met alot of my class mates at the bus stops and we were all calling each other our fake names, and everyone was calling me robin lol so weird. anyway, tml is finally the day of the o levels results. my fren asked me am i anxious or nervous or scared or anything, and i was like, really i dont feel anything at all, maybe abit of excitement, but its not because im confident i will do well(i'm not confident), its because the release of the results marks the end of a great phase in my life and the beginning of another. my frens were all telling me how afraid they were and i cld really see it in some of their faces and they asked me why i wasnt worried, im like, I did my best, i know i didnt slack, and i trust God, i really do, so no matter what score i get, like come on, i may end up going to the worst course in poly and changing the lives of some people who feel their lives have hit a road block or MY very own life could be changed to see how determined people are. i mean, we all never noe what God's plans are, so we just gotta hold on tight to jeremiah 29:11. God's plans are plans to give us a hope and a future. indeed.
i was joking with jingming on msn. we were like, if we really screw up, like get 20 points or sth, we will joke and laugh and pretend to take it in our stride, then we'll go home and CRY. LOL. but of course, i dont think i will do that, i'm already mentally prepared to accept anything that comes my way. my life has been to smooth to date. Time for a roller coaster babe!
I thank God for what he has done for me this year. just this year alone, its january 23rd, i cant believe its january 23rd, 23 days into the year, the amount of work God has done in my life this 23 days, so evidently clear, so evidently amazing. its just mad. Yesterday my devotion was, focus on the Lord and he will clear the way. When we commit into the Lord's hands, he really works. he really does.im trying to type this in a way to move people who read this, but i really cant, its undescribable how great God is, i've felt it first hand this year, and im sure, what i've experienced is just the tip of the coat, there is so much more in hand, so many more problems i will encounter, so many more times i will be sad, and so many more times i will lost my temper. but the number of times God's glory will shine blindingly will outnumber the sum of all those events X10. God has really cleared up so much for me, things are not WONDERFUL now, but God is, and thats all that matters.
all the best O levels peeps(me included) lol tml is it. lets go ahead man. i seriously gotta have more feelings.........
